Bella Twins Teen Years: High School Sucks

Cry Me a River (Brie)

Brie's POV
I could not wait to see my sister. It has been so hard for me without her. Yesterday the weather was really bad so I didn't want to go outside and make myself perfect. So I went to the bathroom turned on the water at the tub so no one would here me and went to the toilet. What I didn't know at first was my mom was in there too, watching me. I noticed when I was half way done but at that point I really didn't care. So I kept going. When was I done I flushed the toilet. I got some mouth wash and rinsed my mouth. I went over to hug and kiss my mom good night. She turned her head. No. Please Brianna just go to bed. She looked extremely upset. I felt like I really needed to talk to Nicole.
My mom made me eat lunch before we went. I ate it. Go outside and get in the car. She said. I went outside got rid of my lunch in the brushes then got in the car. We drove the whole way in silence. I think she was still upset from last night. It's not like I asked her to watch me.
When we got there I walked to Nicole's room. My mom had to talk to her doctor. I went in. Coco! I screamed and ran to hug her. Brie-zee! I missed you so much! She said. How does your leg feel? I said. It's hurts so fucking bad. It is better then yesterday though. You have to stay longer? I asked. Yeah she said. I'm having a hard time not taking those goddamn pills and I bought them from a guy here. Nicole. I said. I know. She said. Oh this is stupid. I know what your going to say too, so don't get mad. I'm just trying to prove how sick of a person Seth is. Oh god. I thought. Did she know? He came by today and said you two had sex. Like last time. Isn't that gross. You didn't so I know it's him being an asshole. Unless you did. She was laughing really hard. I didn't laugh. Brie-zee it was a joke. Brie you didn't right?! She said. I kind of...um did. Whoa! What?! She yelled. Gross! What? Really Brianna after what he did!? I started to cry. Was want he said about you his bathroom true too you...hurting yourself? What? I said. She rolled up my sleeve and looked at my wrist. Oh my god! Wow Brianna! You need help. He said he loved me. I said. No he loves desperate girls who come to his house to sleep with him! She yelled. Why was he so carful then? He kept saying Brianna are okay and I'm not hurting you right? He's a lot more caring then you. TMI and why did he lie about you having sex the first time because he "cares"? You sound like the dumbest little bitch right now. She said. Fuck you Nicole! I said. Maybe I wanted to have control over what I did for once! Maybe I wanted to know what was happening to me! I yelled. Brianna I shouldn't have said that. I'm sorry. She said. No you shouldn't have! You act like a bitch all of the fucking time. I yelled. Brianna did you eat today? Nicole asked. Yeah I ate but I threw all of it up like I always do right outside in...Brianna. She said. Shut up I'm talking bitch. Your just jealous because I'm not going to get caught because I'm not stupid like you. Really? She said because what I was going to say was mom is standing at the door so you might want to shut up, but your just so smart. She said and rolled her eyes. I turned around quickly. My mom was standing there. Brianna come here we need to talk. Can we talk at home? I said. No your to going home. What? No! I said. I'm not staying here! No! I yelled tears were running down my face. Come out here in the hall Brianna. My mom said. I can't stay. Now! Brianna. I got off the bed and walked in to the hall with my mom. Mom I won't do this anymore. I promise. I said. Brianna you already had that option. You should have been here the first time. Your staying. I'll go home and get your things. My mom said. No! I yelled I'm not staying it's not fair! Why don't you think I can't do this! I was crying really hard to the point where I stared having a melt down and, I was on the floor. Brianna get up! My mom said. I know this is not easy for you or me but you don't need to act like this. I can't help you by myself anymore Brianna. Last night I realized that. You need help from a doctor. What you are doing to yourself is awful. I can't just watch you and nothing. My doctor from before when I was here came over. We can go in the room. It's okay if she's in with her sister right? Yes. My mom said. Brianna we are going in the room. I'm not! I said. You'll get to be with Nicole. She has a problem I don't! I'm going home! You can't make me stay! I was still crying. Brianna Monique, get up now! It's not a choice! I can very well make you stay and I am! My mom said. I got up. I was still very upset. We walk back in the room. Nicole, tell them I'm fine! I screamed. She looked at me. She looked sad. Nicole! I yelled. Your not. She said. Tears rushed down my face. I thought you were my other half! I yelled. I felt light headed What's happening?! I said I got a cramp and fell to the floor then it was all black.