What if....?

Chapter Nine

NIALL'S POV.

I don't want Louis to kill himself, he's just to fragile. Harry and I would miss him dearly. It's actually Liam's fault, he has hurt that boy, MY best friend that I hold dear to my heart. I walk to the lunch room and find a seat next to Harry, I don't see Louis, I'm getting a bit worried.

"Hey Ni you ok babe?" Harry asks setting his hand on top of my hand. I just look at him and shake my head.

"No I'm not ok, its Louis..h-he seems a little bit off lately." I say looking at Harry.

"Yeah, he seems like he doesn't want to talk any more, he also seems a bit paler too." says Harry looking down at his food.

I just sigh and dump my tray. I don't feel like going to school when Louis isn't here, it just isn't the same. So I decide to ditch the rest of school and try to find Louis so I walk to his house.

I knock on the door and I'm greeted by his mum.

"Hello dear, Louis is in his room." she says opening the door.

"Thanks Mrs. Tomlinson." I say heading upstairs. I knock on his door.

No answer.

I do it a second time.

Still no answer.

I knock a third time, I'm starting to get a bit worried.

I open the door and see Louis lying on the floor unconscious

"Louis!" I yell.

No answer. I go over to him and cradle him into my arms and rush him down to his mum. She gasps and leads us to the car and drives us to the hospital.

LOUIS' POV.

Journal Entry Three

I didn't feel like going to school today, because I knew that HE was going to be there and I don't want to see him ever again! I hate that bloody twat! He can just go wank himself in the corner for all I care! I see him every day with his girlfriend and it just makes me want to cry! I just love him too much it hurts so bad

So I have decided to end my life earlier...

good bye From Louis W. Tomlinson

March 18th 3:30 Sunday.

I sigh as I close my journal and go into the bathroom an pull out a container of pills. I take them to my room and swallow them one bye one until my mind goes blank and my vision goes black and soon I'm out like a light.

NIALL'S POV.

I text Harry that Louis is in the hospital and he comes over right away. I look at the motionless body and Louis' mum and sisters sitting across from him. They look so sad, well every one is them there is a knock on the door. 

Liam?! What is that idiot doing here, he is the reason why Louis is hear in the first place. I go to the door and see Liam, he looks sad and confused then I walk out of the room and shut the door. I look him in the eyes.

"What do you want?! Can't you see you have done enough damage to this boy already! You will be lucky if he lives through this Payne." I say poking him in the chest. All he does is look down.

"Look I'm sorry ok! I'm sorry I'm such a jerk to Louis, I'm sorry he is in this mess and yes I admit that I am the one to blame and I get it that you don't like me and I'm pretty sure that Louis is the last person he wants to see right now, but when ever he wakes up can you tell him that im sorry for every ting." Liam says tears forming in his eyes. Maybe he is telling the truth, no I can't give in, be strong Niall.