One Wrong Doesn't Make It Right

Altered Thoughts

It's lies are still unfolding as we speak. Kamari doesn't work at my job anymore after we gave each other oral sex in the men's bathroom at the club. We haven't texted, call or even made plans to meet up again, we both just simply stopped talking to eachother.

We haven't talked since that night, I've been beating myself up for my actions. For a strange reason I do not regret what I did and I wanna do it again. As for my marriage I moved out of the house and staying with my mom until I find myself a place.

I've set up a meeting with my lawyer about the divorce because Raelyn and I have been fighting about her cheating. The day I packed my clothes to move out I found a phone that I never seen before and took it with me as evidence.

There's a password on the phone so I can't get in to see who's it was. I never told Raelyn about it because I know she would just deny that it isn't hers. I'm currently on my way home from work and today has been a rough day. I finally put in my vacation time and I'll be going to out of the country to enjoy myself.

I recently told Gavin about the cellphone I found and he said he has a friend that can probably get into it so I could see the messages, but I have to pay $500 for it. I've been contemplating on if I should do it or just give her the divorce papers instead, but I want to put her on blast after all the lying and sneaking she's done.

Pulling up to my moms house I exited the car and went inside. She was watching tv on the couch while eating chips so I spoke and hugged her then went to the room I was staying at.

Luca is coming over tomorrow so I can spend time with him after work and I'm excited. He starting to say daddy and I'm loving the bond that we have together. Getting a notification on my phone Josh had texted me asking if we could go out for lunch, I told him maybe later on since I wanted to take a nap.

After replying to his message I saw Kamari's text thread and was really thinking about texting her to see how she's doing. I'm kind of upset that we didn't get to talk about what happened that night , but I'm pretty sure she doesn't want to talk to me so I locked my phone and threw it.

I'm me in and I told her yea after I put on a shirt.

"Hey are you hungry?" She asked.

"Nah mama I'm good. What did you cook?"

"I cooked your favorite shrimp fried rice with orange chicken."

"Oooo sounds good I'll definitely make me a plate."

"Okay good because I've noticed you've been losing weight lately. Have you been to the doctor to check on your health?"

"No I feel fine plus I've been working out before I go to sleep so maybe that's why."

"Oh ok just had to make sure. Have you talked to Raelyn?"

"Nope and I don't plan to unless it's about Luca."

"Not even about y'all marriage? Maybe you all can go to marriage counseling or something. I just don't want Luca to have his parents separated."

"But what about me ma? Yes my son is a priority but my happiness should be just as important. I'm not happy with Raelyn anymore I've tried making us last but until she's start telling the truth there's nothing to talk about."

"Your right Ayden but do you still love her?"

"Yes I do unfortunately. She was the love of my life I thought we were going to grow old together but things change. "