| love or hate | Dabi x fem-reader ((nsfw))

thank god.

Do you ever get the feeling that you're about to throw up and you just feel sick.. you feel like it's all your fault? Well that was how I was feeling in that moment.. I left the building knowing I'd probably never be able to get back in.. "Why do I have to be so stupid all the fucking time-" I sigh not knowing how I'd be able to pay the rent that month.

I can't exactly go back to living with my mom.. That would be a living hell.
I sigh before getting in my car "fuck my life- what am I supposed to do now!?" I start tearing up realizing that I was fucked.

After sitting in the parking lot for about 15 minutes I finally start the car to head home. On my way home I got some fast food because I fucking deserved it.
I open the door to my apartment before walking in and closing the door behind me. I put the food down on the kitchen counter so I could grab the wine bottle. I grab a fancy wine glass before pouring myself a glass of wine.

"Ugh-" I was tired but I needed to find a new job.. I didn't have enough to pay for this months rent, I was fucked for real this time. I finally decided to look for something online. I sat down on my bed with my computer, placing the glass of wine on my bedside table before search for jobs near my apartment.

I sat there a few hours looking for a job but I couldn't find shit. I was about to give up before I saw an add about some place hiring.. I didn't really know what kind of job it was before I clicked on the add. It was some kind of expensive restaurant needing new waiters and don't even get me started on the payment.. I would be payed 53 dollars an hour! That is before taxes tho, damnit- but it was still a good salary! I would be able to pay my rent with this kind of money!

The only problem was.. This job was way to far away from were I lived-.. But I needed this job.. I need to find a way to be able to have this job..

I started to immediately look for places that weren't too expensive but also close to the restaurant, I went through a few apartments and houses.. the only problem was that it was all so fucking expensive, I could never be able to pay such bills-
I started to lose hope again.. Maybe I wouldn't be able to find a place.. Maybe I-
Just in that moment I saw something on my computer screen.. It was some kind of post on Twitter about some dude who needed a roommate. I started looking into it more, reading about the place. "Omfg-! This is perfect!" I yelled out in joy. The apartment wasn't too far away from the restaurant and I only had to pay half of the rent! And who knows maybe having a roommate is a good idea!
I messaged the guy asking if he was still looking for a new roommate, he didn't answer and I figured that he probably wasn't awake- I mean it was 2am after all.

I decided that I'd probably be best if I got some sleep too, it was gonna be a long day so might as well get my beauty sleep in.

Part 2