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"I—N—No!" Tanggi ko rito. "Actually I want to apologize to you about what I did before, my emotions took over and my mind isn't in the right state that's why I unintentionally did some bad things to you, I regret it already. I'm sorry, can I have your forgiveness?" Inangat nito ang kaniyang isang kamay kaya napapikit ako ng mariin. Hinahanda ko lang ang pisngi ko kung sasampalin niya ba ako. Dahil paniguradong masakit siya manampal sa laki ba naman ng kamay at braso niya, idagdag mo pa ang pambihira niyang lakas, edi mahihimatay ako sa impact pagkatapos.

"Sure, if you'll let me kiss you,"

Napamulat ako sa kaniyang sinabi at napamaang. "What are you—"

"I actually like you from the very start but I don't stand a chance because you were too inlove with the Emperor, madness eat me up and think for a revenge,"

He sighed before sitting beside me. Napaiwas naman ako ng tingin dahil kita ko ang lahat sa kaniya. Hindi manlang siya nailang sa istura niya, parang Emperor lang 'e. Sabagay sanayan na sila sa paghuhubad. "I made a planned. I seduced the Emperor and stole him from you, akala ko no'ng una magiging masaya ako na nakikita kang nahihirapan kagaya ko no'ng panahon na nasasaktan ako sa pagmamahal ko sa 'yo. But in turns out wrong, my guilt is eating me up and I didn't expected that I'll fall for the Emperor in the middle of my plan." He looked at me. "I realized that it's not your fault that I suffered in pain because in the first place you don't know that I love you, I didn't tell you about my feelings for you and I can't blame you if you didn't see me as man."

"But why are you avoiding me before if I'm trying to flirt with you?" Gulat parin ako sa nalaman pero iwinaksi ko muna iyon at nagtanong sa bumabagabag sa isipan ko para tuluyan na talaga akong malinawan sa lahat nang sinabi niya.

He smiled but it didn't reach his eyes. "Because it just made me realized how much you love him more than I expected. Seducing me to get rid off me is a good way but I know your plans that's why I didn't fall from your traps. You didn't even see your own worth because of him, you also chase  him everyday like a damn dog, I don't want to see you suffer and degrading yourself like that, I want to see you smile genuinely like the first time I saw you, setting you free and breaking up with the Emperor is the best thing that I've ever done just to make you happy, I don't want to hold grudges towards you anymore, I want to live in peace,"

Alam kong totoo siya sa mga sinasabi niya kaya hindi ko maiwasang yakapin siya bigla na ikanagulat niya. "I'm sorry for not noticing your presence, you're a good man, Collin. I know that there's someone for you out there waiting for you,"

"I hope so, Empress Vivian. I really hope so,"

I caressed his cheeks with my both hands before moving my face to his that made him shocked. I smashed my lips to his and I felt him stiffened. "If you love the Emperor that means you don't have feelings for me anymore?" Paninigurado ko rito pagkatapos putulin ang halik ko. I just did what he wants, he asked me for a kiss then I gave him one. Huli narin naman ito 'e, bayad mo narin sa mga pasakit ko sa kaniya na hindi ko alam.

"I love you two both,"

Nalaglag ang panga ko. "What the hell? Ano 'yang puso mo dual sim?" Hesterikal kong tanong rito.

Nangunot naman ang noo niya. "Dual sim? What's that?" Oo nga pala hindi niya alam iyon dahil hindi la iyon naimbento sa panahon na ito.

"It's nothing don't mine me,"

"I want you ask you something,"

"What is it?"

"Why do you love one if you can love us both?"