X Marks the Spot

x marks the spoth

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     Its funny to think how I could have slept through the whole thing. If I knew what was happening, I would have remembered every moment of it. Actualy, I would probably push the thought as far away out of my mind as possible if I knew, if i remembered, the moment that marked my death.  All i remember is waking up on tuesday for school, looking in the mirror, screaming, and fainting. And then the tears, mom, dad, Emmi, me obviously. The hardest part was the choice.

      There were so many possibilities, and i was totaly and utterly caught of guard. What should I do? What would you have done? Well it was the unspoken truth that my parents would give any amount of money to give me the best time ever for the rest of my life, we weren't exactly poor.. But what did I want? I thought back to when i was a young child, too innocent to know about death or all the things I've seen now. I thought about all my fantasies as a child. All i had ever wanted was to be a pretty princess, and have the gorgeously handsom prince. Now that prince had changed over the years, (yes, guiltily i still had them) but the last four years they had been just one boy. Caleb Evans. And then I knew if I wanted one last thing in my life, it was him. So then I knew what I was going to be doing those next, last few days.

     I got some strange looks walking downt he hall tuesday afternoon, saying to my 'what's that thing on her neck?' and 'why is she wearing that?'. I'll tell you what that thing was. That thing was a chocker, completely covering the scar. Yes, my plan was to go under cover, I told myself that if Caleb wouldn't love me for myself, then it wasn't real. I felt kinda bad because the poporazzi had thought that the killing had stopped, but they didn't know. I was the first to go under cover about it, everyone else had been basking in the guilt and pitty of everyone else, but not me. I was stealthy. Sure I felt pretty bad about it, but I had to do it this way. This was how I was about to spent the filal day of life.

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so we will start candices first day with caleb next update,

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