(Nick)
"Nick relax" Brandon says as we walk through the door "naw fuck that , this is exactly why I don't do this shii" I say "for once I actually told her , and what does she say that it can't happen" I add "you know everything with her brother and you" Edwin says "But for the past 2 weeks her brother has meant nothing to this situation and we been doing great" I sit on the couch "what happened"
They all walk in the living to near me "I took the girls virginity but she's now worried about her brother" I say "you did?" Austin says "yeah I didn't know she was a virgin but she was and she trusted me" I tell them "then she tells me no after I tell her I like her" I shake my head "fuck her" I run my hands through my hair "you don't mean that" Edwin says "no it's okay it's fine" I stand up
"Cause when her brother comes back I'll make sure he knows about her onlyfans and everything else" I shrug "Nick no" Zion says "I don't care" I say "I'm done with her" I add "you are just angry" Brandon says "don't tell her brother come on man" I look at them "I no longer care about her , so like I said come Friday I'll be talking to Trenton"
They all sigh "you will make things worse , you'll hurt her and it won't be good" Zion says "hurt her? I don't care , I told her how I felt and she blew it off" I say "you can't be mad cause she doesn't feel the same" Edwin tells me "I know she feels the same way , I know she does" I throw my hands up "i never been this so stressed over a fuckin girl yo"
I take a deep breath "I hate her" I mumble "no you don't" Brandon says "I know I don't" I complain "just think about what you are doing" Edwin suggest "I don't need any time , I made up my mind" I say and grab my bag "you don't wanna do this" Zion says "why not" I ask "you care about her , you do , don't make this worse" he says
"She doesn't care about how I feel so I don't care how Leilani feels anymore" I say again
"Like I said my decision of final"
(Leilani)
I walk in my apartment going fuckin insane. I feel horrible, I feel so bad. He told me he likes me and I told him no and walked away. I hate that I did that. But I couldn't say yes or tell him the truth. Of course I like him. That's so bad. But I can't help it. Literally I've fallen for him so hard.
However my brother thinks I'm being loyal and all. But I'm betraying him. My brother comes first and I'd hate to disappoint him. After the phone call I had with him it just made me feel so bad for lying and doing this with Nick. I feel even more bad for catching feelings for Nick. I got to see a different side of Nick that made happy honestly.
Not his jerk self that doesn't give a fuck about how others feelings. But he cared how I felt. He cared about how I was doing. He asked all the time after the party night I seen who he really was or can be. A loving and caring person. I loved it.
I sit on the couch I'm frustration before Ella walks in the front door "hey babes" she says "hi" I whisper "what's the mater bestie" she sits by me "so much" I answer "tell me" she says "so you know how Nick and I been doing good these past 2 weeks and shii" I look at her "yeah" she nods
"Well he told me he liked me today" I tell her "oouu yay" she cheers "sad face? What happened" she ask "I told him no and that I can't do that" I say and her jaw drops "whyyy" she ask "cause I can't do that" I add "but Leilani I thought you liked him" she says "I do like him" I say "a lot" I whine
"I can't betray my brother" I shake my head and she sighs "I get that but Lani this is your life" she says "he can't control you" she says "I know but I'll ruin so much between Trent and I if I betray his trust" I say "I can't be with Nick" I mumble "I just can't"
"but you wanna be" she weak smiles at me "yeah" I admit "I feel horrible for telling him no but I'd feel a lot worse doing that to Trent" I explain "you are such a good person but it's okay to be a little selfish sometimes Leilani" she says "if it means you'll be happy then fuck everyone else" she adds "do you love him" she ask "do I?" I ask "do you" she ask
"I don't know" I answer "you have to make your own decisions no one else" she tells me
"If your brother really loves you , he will accept the fact that you can be with whoever you want" she smiles "and you know I'm right" she says "yeah you are" I lay my head on the couch "he probably hates me" I say "no way" she smiles "you need to tell him the truth and take control of your own life"
I start to think and think. "I need to give him time" I realize "Friday I'll talk to him"
(Friday) (basketball game after school)
I walk into the gymnasium along side Ella about to watch this game. This week been boring and stressful. Seeing Nick hurt a lot this week. But today I'm telling him that I do like him and I do really wanna do this.
(Nick)
Today I'm telling Trent everything. I told the boys my mind wasn't gonna change and it didn't. Plus seeing her this week just made me replay that moment over and over and over. It made my decision much much easy. I see her walk in the gymnasium with Ella as I sit on the bleachers with the boys "you sure you wanna do this" Zion ask me "yes , I'm 100% sure"
(Leilani) (half way through the game)
"This game is real close" Trenton whispers to me "yeah" I mumble "you ight" he ask "yeah just tired" I lie , well also I really am. His phone goes off and he checks it. He makes a weird face "what?" I ask "umm I'll be back" he says and stands up before walking out. "Where's he going" Ella ask
"Not sure" I shrug and like 2 minutes later Nick walks past me and out the gymnasium "this is your chance" Ella Says "yeah your right"
I stand up and walk . I'm gonna tell him I like him too and I wanna do whatever this is.
(Nick)
I'm gonna tell Trent what's really been going on.
