I literally had on my pjs playing basketball it was weird but anything to get my mind off what's going on at home. We played 1v1 then played with some other guys that were on the other court. It was fun until these niggas almost started fighting over who stepped over the line. Niggas be taking these sports serious for no reason.
We spent about and hour playing a few games then we took a break. Gavin was on his phone smiling while he was texted and I couldn't help but to clown his cheesy ass. "Yo new boo got you smiling and shit. She sent you some nudes?" I jokingly asked trying to take a peek at his phone.
"Back up nigga you my daddy or something?" He said furiously.
"I mean I can be big sexy." I said winking at him.
"Oh hell no I'm not with that gay shit."
"Boy shut up I bet you half of your basketball team members are gay." I said waving him off.
"Man hell nah they manly as hell bro don't even come at my team like that. I put a lot of practice into them I wish they would came to me saying that they gay."
"And if they did what was you gonna do?"
"Kick they ass off the team I don't need gay men making my straight guys feel uncomfortable."
"Yea you still immature as hell I see. Grow up nigga not all gay men are the same."
"And how would you know? You sure you not gay?"
"You sure you not a pedophile? Being in the locker room with young boys...."
"You better be playing Ayden that shit ain't funny." He said looking furious.
"Stop coming at the gay community man they been through enough now back to you having this new girlfriend yall fuck yet?"
"Nah man I'm trying to be a gentleman and wait till she ready but she teases me everytime it's annoying as fuck."
"We'll make sure you let her know that wait was well deserved. If you know what I mean."
"Shit you know I will nigga but has Raelyn called you or anything?"
"Nah man she better not I have nothing to say to her if it's about my son then I'll talk."
"Damn you fed fed up I see let's go get some food you buying." Gavin said getting up.
"Man whatever you better be glad you my brother." I said shaking my head walking my way back to my car.
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Lunch with Gavin was cool we ain't do much but talk shit about people the entire time. He even got the managers number said she was thicker than a snicker.
All this macking make me wanna find me a little shorty to mess around with but I have to keep it professional for my family. My mom would curse me out if she find out I was cheating on Raelyn, definitely don't want to disappoint my mom that's for sure. Speaking of her let me call her to see how she's doing.
Dialing her number while I drove she quickly answered. "Ayden I was wondering when you was gonna call me, you don't miss your mother?"
"I do ma I'm sorry I've just been going through a lot lately with Raelyn and the job." I explained.
"Aw what's going on between you and her?"
"Our love for each other isn't there ma. We aren't the same in love couple that we used to be. I'm trying my hardest to make it work for Luca but I refuse to be with a women who doesn't love me anymore."
"Did you ask her if she was cheating? Because that could be a possibility." She suggested.
"No I fear that she will flip on me and try to say that I'm only asking her because I'm cheating."
"Ask her you'll never know unless you ask. Do you want me to talk to her for you?"
"Nah ma I'm grown enough plus you might yell at her if she says the wrong thing."
"You damn right I am...none of these females better not play with my son. Y'all been through too much to be dealing with these chicken heads running around but how's my grandson I wanna see him."
"I can come by tomorrow so you can watch him while I'm at work is that okay?"
"Yes it is ill be waiting to see you both but imma let you go son. Talk to Raelyn please I really hope it doesn't end in a divorce Ayden I have high hopes for y'all." She said sincerely.
"I did too ma but okay I'll see you Tomorrow love you."
Pulling up to the hotel I was staying at I texted Raelyn telling her that I'll be taking Luca to see my mom while I'm at work she immediately texted back okay which was weird.
Whenever I text her I don't get shit back but now all of a sudden she wanna answer me. Shaking my head I went into my room and took a shower, the basketball game definitely got feeling a lot more energized.
Laying down in the bed I started looking at my work emails and of course my boss sent me another project to do. I'm starting to regret applying for this promotion, all this damn work I'm doing for the same pay I'm getting now. Im gonna ask my boss for a meeting as soon as I come into work because this is slavery.
Sighing and tossed my phone to the side and relaxed but so much was on my mind. That conversation I had with mom lowkey made me feel some type of way. Is Raelyn really cheating on me? Or has she fallen out of love with me? So much to ask but I don't want her to explode on me, all that arguing is childish so hopefully one day we can talk to each other like adults.
I need something to take my mind off all of this stuff, so I hit up my work buddy Josh. He was that one white guy who had the demeanor of a black man but had the tendency of doing too much with the cultural appropriation. Shooting him a text I asked him was he free tonight for club hoping, I ain't been to a club in almost 3 years I kinda miss the environment of the good music, fine girls , and cheap drinks.
Waiting for hours for a text back I still didn't get anything so I just got up and decided to go to the liquor store. The more I was getting ready the more I started to ask myself do I really need it?
Contemplating if I should drink I sat back down on the bed palming my face and head. I was bored out of my mind and I needed to do something before I start getting into my head again. This takes me back to when I was child when my grandpa used to beat me and Gavin to be more manly. He would give us alcohol and help him roll his cigarettes all because we weren't manly enough to take care of ma after dad up and left us for another women.
Grandpa would toughing us up all the time but the crazy part was we were 12 and 9 years old at the time. It gave me a lot of anxiety, anything that we did wrong I would fear of my grandpa beating us with any hard object he could find. I remember the time he caught me taking a drink of his whiskey and beat the hell out of me with an empty liquor bottle, shit I still have the scars to prove it happened.
Going through that definitely made me contemplate about the actions I did. Always asking myself did I do the right thing? Or will I get in trouble for it? It's stressful but I thank him for teaching us something that didn't involve us getting whooping which was he a gentleman to any female no matter how cruel they are to you.
That's what I've always been to Raelyn for the 10 years we've been together. Let me stop thinking about and enjoy my last day off.
Thanks for reading❤️
Do you think Ayden would cheat on his wife or is he too wrapped up in his head?
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