PROMISES (BAJI KEISUKE X FEM READER)

Mom

You left while waving her good bye...
When you went home it was dark as usual...

You went inside your room sat down on your bed thinking about baji...

What should you do now.. You started remembering about everything he did for you and suddenly distanced himself...

'what should I do? What should I do? What should I do? Baji San is really doing this but why'

You fall down on your bed looking up at the ceiling

' what would you do if you were here yumemi'

On your thoughts you didn't realised that you felt asleep....

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You woke up and saw a familiar place ... Rooftop again...

'Yumemi? '

'Hoi hoi am here'
She grinned towards you she was busy eating her lunch... You sighed and then took out your lunch box

'So you crying again in your dreams why though? ' she asked... You gave it a thought and said

'I can't remember...i always forget about it...'

'Then try to remember...' she said while passing a grin... Your mouth was open and you bit your lower lip...

'... Seems like there is someone I really care about but I don't know why they are avoiding me '

'Huh who is this someone?'

'I don't know I can't remember but they are really important to me'

'Huh! What are you saying? '
She paused and then turned towards you and looked you in the eyes

'If they are really important to you... How can you forget about them'

'I'

Suddenly your head started hurting like hell you fall down groaning in pain and she stood up nearing  her  distance near the railing...

'Where are you going yumemi? '

'Talk to him y/n'
You turned around to see yumemi she was so no longer there you woke up from your dream sweating again... still can't able to do anything your body was paralized... It is a sleep paralysis... You are use to it... You closed your eyes because at this time you really need to maintain your calm or else the hallucinations will take the best of you after a while it went away...

You were too tired and fall back to sleep once again..you woke up  thinking about that dream... Those dream were always there... Its always like this... Your body was paralized everytime you tried to help her and your head started hurting like hell... And why is this that you can't remember anything...

It seems like you can't move on...

You got up and called chifuyu... He told you that he is with takemitcchy ..wait were they friends?... It surprised you takemitcchy hmm... What are they thinking... They ensured you that everything is fine and they are planning on something ...so you don't have to worry ...as if I won't... You hung up the phone and got fresh... It's evening already you got out and went to the park and sat down on the swing... Started remembering the day of festival when he came running for you and lifted you... But now he is avoiding you...you started remembering what yumemi said in your last dream ...

You took out your phone and stared  it ..gathering the courage to call baji but he will not pickup again... What should I do?... But there is no harm trying though...You gulped and then finally decided to call him... And he did actually picked up the call wait what..

'Hello?' He said...

'Baa baaji san'

'Yes y/n what is it' he asked...

What is it? ... Isn't he aware of what I want to talk about... Isn't it obvious.. You thought to yourself..

'Umm nothing special'

'Okay I will hungup then'

'Wait baji san'

'Yah? '

'Umm he haven't been talking lately so I thought that if you don't mind can we meet?'
You literally took all you courage when you said that... He paused for a while and said...

'Umm am sorry am busy so I cant'

You went quite... Your throat was hurting...

'It's okay baji San... I will wait '

'Wa-'

You hunged up the phone.. And tried to smile... You can't get weak now ... I know he don't want to talk to me but I want to and I have to ... So I will make him... He is busy so I will wait for him... I still have so many questions that I wanted to ask...

You got up from your place and went near his house... You don't want to cause any trouble to her mom making her worried so you waited outside his apartment... (Well more specifically on the bench outside the apartment) ... It's already too late.. You were feeling cold and hungry already...but you can't leave now...

I already came this far and today I will talk to him.. You warmed your hands while rubbing them together its 10:30 already and still no sign of baji... Where is he? ...is he usually coming home this late? No wonder mom was worried about him... you slapped yourself because your stomach just growled...

You didn't ate anything since yesterday ...hahaha even though you  baji san asked you to never skip your meals...you were literally cold hungry and tired at this point well what worse can happen... Yes it can afterall it's your luck which we are talking about... Suddenly it started pouring...

'Rain but it's not even rainy season...'

But still didn't bother to get up from the bench... If today I will leave I don't know if I will even be able to talk to him after wards... I can't leave now... You were busy on your thoughts and suddenly a voice interuppted it...

' what are you doing here? '