standing at my doorstep, on a rainy night
we both stood at different heights
I could see how badly those eyes wanted me to stay
that look, held the power to make anyone obey
I could see the underlying question
but now I'll have to let go off my affection
on seeing my hesitation
and lack of invitation
those lips just kissed me goodnight
and that was our last silent fight
that voice, which I was hearing for the last time
felt as heavy as mine
the alien voices said their goodbyes
wishing to not to break those beautiful ties
with the last eye contact
we both backed
I saw the bike disappear
felt something on my face, a tear
it's because the wind gave me chills
I'm not used to living on hills
another gush turned everything foggy
made me mourn the loss of warmth of that body
I closed the door
but only to peep from the window on the top floor
found a set of baby blues already set on me
I can bet my life it is he
a half smirk playing on the face calling me a liar
and my body was on fire
I tried to hide my tears behind a frown
but that pretty brain's gonna know I knew deep down
the realization and that hot gaze intensity
made me lose my sanity
running down I could hear the clouds thud
making me yearn for a hug
I had tried to play coy
forgetting the person in front of me is no boy
wiping my tears, trying to drink myself to oblivion
