Always

Part 9

"You do...You do need me...They need a mom!" She said and pointed at me and Paul. "That wasn't what you thought about when you left them, they're totally fine without you" Dad hissed and mom looked at me.

"Look...Ashley is still a virgin and she's almost seventeen!" Mom said and looked at me. "Yeah and she'll stay a virgin as long as she wants!" Dad said and I looked at them angrily. "What the fuck does my virginity have to do with this?!" I asked and looked at mom.

"Oh darling. I don't want you to stay a virgin for the rest of your life. You had two hot boys over here just a few minutes ago. Why didn't you ask them to help you?" She said calmly and dad stared first at me and then mom. How dose she even know that I'm still virgin?

"It was Paul's friends! And I won't stay a virgin for the rest of my life if that's what you want! Just let me handle my own life!" I yelled and mom's smile turned into a blank face.

"Ashley Roberts! Go up to your damn room and let me and your mom handle this argument!" Dad yelled. I stared at him. "No. I'm not going to my room!" I said and grabbed my jacket. "Where are you going?!" Mom and dad yelled at the same time. "Out!" I yelled back and opened the door.

I picked up my phone and started to walk. I tried to call Emma three times or maybe five times but she didn't answer. Where the hell should I go now?

And what the hell is mom doing at home?
I was angry at her. I was literally pissed off. She never had a thought about coming home when we needed her but she's here now...when her money ran out and her 'boyfriend' broke up with her.

A car pulled up next to me. "Well you look like shit" It was Ian. I looked up. "Thanks" I answered and gave him a fake smile, I kept walking. "Do you need a ride?" He asked and I shook my head. "Ah Ashley come on... do you even know where your going?" He asked and I stopped and sighted. "No" I mumbled to myself. "Ashley...?"

"Okay!" I opened the car door and got into the car. Ian started to drive. "You look...pissed?" He looked at me. "Mhm" I answered and looked out through the window. "Where should I drop you off?" He asked. "Anywhere. I don't care" I mumbled and Ian nodded.

"I know exactly what you need" He said.

Five minutes later, we were at his place and I gave him a questioning look. He opened the door to his house. Or that's probably not his house. It's his parents house but they're never at home. It's a quit sad story but Ian's parents work a lot. I can't even name one time I have seen Ian's parents and I have lived in this small town my whole life.

"You need to drink" He said and walked out to his living room. He came back with two bottles of whiskey in his hands. What am I even doing here?

He gave me the bottle with whiskey and I looked at him. "You know I'm not even seventeen yet" I said and he smiled. "I know, but since do you care?"

I opened the bottle and took a big sip. It burned in my throat but I didn't care about it. I took one more sip and Ian smiled big. "Let's get wasted!" He said and took a sip from the another bottle filled with whiskey.

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"Dude can you pick her up she's too fucking wasted" Ian said into his phone and I laughed. Why did I laugh? Okay I'm drunk. My head was spinning. I tried to stand up but fell back onto the couch. Wait, am I spinning or the room? Ian looked at me.

Ian was staring at me with a small grin on his face. He's not as muscular as Jax but he looks good..."What did you say?" He asked and smiled big. Oh no did I say that out loud?

"You know Ashley, can you promise me something?" Ian asked and smiled. "No" I answered and smiled back. "Promise me that you won't let Jax fuck you, because I really like my bike" He said and I laughed. I don't know why I laughed. Why did I laugh?

The door opened and Ian stood up. I looked up to see who it was. Jax. "Hey. Thanks bro" Ian said and Jax nodded. He looked at me and I smiled and stood up. I walked up to Jax and grabbed one of his muscular arms. "Jax...Guess what Ian told me? He told me not to let you fuck me b-because he likes his bike..." I said...or I think the drunk part of me said it. Why did I say that?

"He told you that?" Jax said and grinned at Ian. Ian rolled his eyes. "Where should I drop her off?" Jax asked and looked down at me. "At her house" Ian said and I shook my head. "No no no not at home" I said and leaned myself against Jax's arm. My head was spinning too much.

"What the hell have you done to her?" Jax asked and looked at Ian. "I gave her a bottle of whiskey" Ian said and smiled. Jax groaned. "If you vomit in my car you're dead!" He said and pointed a finger at me and I smirked. Jax rolled his green eyes and dragged me out from Ian's house.

"Where should I drop you off?" Jax asked when we got into his car. "Not...at home" I mumbled and Jax groaned again. "Yeah I know you told me that" He said and started the car.

"Mom is at home" I mumbled and Jax looked at me. "Yeah I know" He said and rolled his eyes again. He clearly remembering earlier today. "You know that your mom was high on something right?" Jax said and looked back at the road. I knew mom was high she's always high now. I miss my old caring mom but she's gone.

"Mhm" I mumbled back and leaned my head against the car window. I closed my eyes and fell asleep...In Jax Martinéz car...

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