~~~the boy of the wind~~~

"Boy of the Wind"

!!TW!! this chapter will mention self harm, suicide, suicidal thoughts, cussing, and drinking
if you do not feel comfortable reading these types of things please skip to the next chapter.

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im sorry about this chapter, i struggled to write it.  this chapter will explain what had happened to Jacob and why he is the boy of the wind.
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(Jacobs p.o.v)

Jacob, "GOD DAMMIT JACOB WHY CAN'T YOU DO ANYTHING RIGHT FOR ONCE. NO WONDER WHY NO ONE LOVES YOU, NO WONDER WHY YOUR PARENTS LEFT YOU. YOU'RE FUCKING PATHETIC. A LOSER. YOU SHOULD JUST.....d o i t."

Jacob threw Soju bottles all around breaking them watching them shatter into millions of green and clear little pieces leaving little drops of the strong alcohol here and there.

Jacob threw the last Soju bottle hoping to get a large chunk. 

Jacob,"Just do it you fucking idiot, you deserve to die."

Jacob grabbed the shattered piece from the bottle and slowly began to cut himself.
he started to cry as he fell to his knees dropping the glass

Jacob,"why can't I just do it. I should, stop being a fucking wimp."

I went into my cabinets and began to grab multiple pill bottles and began to swallow.
After awhile I was out of my mind but not completely. I heard a knock at my door but couldnt answer anything, I felt numb all throughout my body.

I heard a voice speak

???,"Jacob im here to bring you dinner in case you didnt eat, we can eat together!"

it was Kevin...

(Kevins p.o.v)

I went to the chicken place in the area to pick up food since I was on my way to Jacobs, I figured he hadn't eaten so I would eat with him to make sure he did.  Since it was late I was gonna see if I could stay with him.  

(time skip to Jacobs house)

I go to knock on Jacobs door patiently waiting after 2 knocks I finally speak,

Kevin,"Jacob i'm here to bring you dinner in case you didn't eat, we can eat together!"

I was calm and happy until a couple minutes when I didn't hear a response,

Kevin,"Jacob? Jacob?! Are you ok?! Come answer the door right now!"

I started putting in the pass-code to the door but i was shaking too much.  I kept pressing the wrong buttons until

*click*

Kevin,"JACOB OMG JACOB ANSWER ME."

I walked in and saw Jacob passed out on the floor, foaming from the mouth, pill bottles around him. I ran over to him and picked him up, I didn't care about anything else just my best friend.

Kevin,"Jacob please, PLEASE answer me. Jacob I need you, you can't leave me yet we havn't done all the things we've dreamed about together."

I grabbed out my phone a quickly dialed the emergency number shaking with fear,

operator,"Hello this is *** what is your emergency?"

Kevin,"yes please, help, my friend just overd*sed and I need help please please"

Kevin was sobbing, he could feel his heart in his head and his stomach in his throat, he couldn't lose his best friend, not yet and not like this at-least.

operator,"Ok, what is your address?"

Kevin,"4th street south ***."

Operator,"ok, stay calm we have people on their way right now. I will be leaving now."

Kevin,"Thank you, please hurry."

Operator,"They should be out soon, you're welcome."

(time skip to the emergency)

I heard sirens and saw flashing lights, I didn't know Jacobs condition but he wasn't doing the best....

(end of Kevins P.O.V)

There were sirens outside, pretty soon Kevin heard a knock on the door and went to answer it.  He welcomed the medics in to check on Jacob.

Medics,"He's still breathing but he's not doing the best we have to take him, are a a relative or a close friend?"

Kevin,"I'm actually his band mate and a close friend, may I ride with, please."

Medic,"yes, please do.  Let's load him up someone come help me."

Kevin stepped off to the side and watched them put Jacob on the cot and followed them while they put him in the ambulance Kevin got in.

Kevin,"Jacob, please stay. I love you too much."

(time skip to the hospital)

Kevin,"Jacob, please hold on.  We only have a couple more weeks till our comeback then we can take a break, we can go on a trip. Anywhere you want, I promise."

*Jacobs P.O.V*

I could hear things, a siren? Is Kevin crying. oh, I feel kind of.. sleepy.  things went blank. I woke up somewhat you could say in a place I didn't know.  I could hear Kevin saying things but my head was pounding. Whatever he was saying sounded like some kind of alien language.
I wanted to move and shout and cry and tell Kevin I'm okay when clearly i'm not. He always knew.

(time skip a few hours)

I could hear some other people talking but I could only recognize Kevins voice, or at-least who I thought was Kevin.  I still couldn't move. Things started to clear up and I could finally make-out what everyone was saying..

*end of Jacobs P.O.V*

Doctor,"Jacob has severe cuts on his body and some are very clearly infected.  we have also found very high levels of many medications in his system.  Is Jacob known to get into fights or anything? Does he have a history of self harm/Depression?"

Kevin,"He wouldn't want me to tell you but, he does self harm, he has severe depression but only takes medication and won't take any further help.  He was known to do these types of things but non of us could do anything so we just stood there with him trying to comfort him. We never thought he would take it this far."

Doctor,"Well thank you for telling me, about his habbits. It seems as though he will survive with a rare condition that was supposedly a myth, he will be here but he may disappear at times, we will have to explain it when he wakes up. He has been diagnosed with Boy Of The Wind...."

Kevin,"Would it be okay if I called the others, Just to let them know Jacob won't be back for awhile but he's doing ok?"

Doctor,"Of course just don't give them too many details I want Jacob to rest without worrying about others or having him be crowded."

*Kevin Calls the Gc and updates everyone on Jacob and lets them know they both wont be in for awhile*

Q,"So, it wasnt a myth. He is one of them now, The Boy Of The Wind......"

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i'll update soon i think- sorry i always get ideas for writing at like 1-3 am
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HEY THIS TIME ITS ONLY 11:20 pm ITS NOT THAT LATE
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ONCE AGAIN ITS NOT THAT LATE AHA FINISHED THIS CHAPTER RIGHT AT 12:00
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