he hates me .

5

i went home and worked on our project , i did as much as i could and ended up going to sleep

7:00 AM

just like every other morning , my alarm went off . i got on my phone to see unread messages from bella and my mom

ma - hey baby coming home soon

me - hey mom , thats great i cant wait

     my mom goes on business trips for her job so shes really never home , she leaves for a few months . im her only child so i been used to this

bella - hey girl i came home lateee ! are you home ?

me - i came home and fell asleep , how was ur nightt !

bella - it was so good , i loved it .

me - i wanna hear everythingg , meet me outside ?

bella - like always <33

i close our chat and got ready for the day , it was raining once again so i put on a matching set with a slick back and forces

( this is what it looks like )

bella - im outside ! u ready ?

me - yes , omw !

i went downstairs and left my house to see bella in her car waiting

" hey ales new girlfriend " i tease her

" shut uppp " she laughs and i join her

" whats up with this rain bro " she looks at me

" right ! " i agree

we get out and run to our school trying our best to not get wet , on our way into the school we get closer to my locker and see half of the school there

" what the fuck " bella looks at me

" what even is this " i look at her

we walk up to my locker

" there is y/nn " a boy says

" why are you all even standing here " i say looking at all the poeple there

" well , you like mattia . " he laughs

" i dont " i lie

" you do , we have proof too " he takes out his phone playing a conversation i had about liking mattia to bella outside the school

" mattia ! bro hear this " the boy calls mattia over

fuck

" why do you guys care ?" bella gets mad

i had no words or anything to say

the audio plays all over again but this time mattia hearing it all , and me standing there looking like a dumbass

" do you even like her ?" he laughs

" no " he hesitated

everyone luaghing and recording , rejection . i was so embarrassed i left

i left the school , i ran down the street to get home faster since it was raning

i get home and before i can even open the door a voice calls my name , i turn around to see mattia runnging closer to me all wet

just like how i was

" y/n wait " he stops and looks at me

" jokes over mattia " i turn around

" no , im not joking . im so sorry " he turns me around

" i lied y/n . i like you god i fucking love you , i always have . thats why i stopped being ur friend . thats why i was a dick . i was trying to move on . i thought you didnt like me . so i acted like i hated you " he says

it melted my heart hearing those words  come out his mouth , but he fucked up.

" so you constantly made me look like a dumbass to everyone , just like now . "

" mattia look at me " i cry , i show him my stomach

" i-.. did that " he lets a tear fall and touchs my stomach that revealed all my bruises

" ah " i take his hand away

" yeah mattia you did that ,ive always been loving you and all you done is treat me like shit , to hide ur feelings " i say sobbing

" im so sorry , i never wanted you to go through all that , i cant forgive my self for all i pain i made u go through " he saying sobbing as well

we were both crying our hearts out soaking wet as it rained

" i think you should go home " i say and give him one last hug

the hug was long , both not wanting to pull away but i had to

"i love you y/n , i always have " he looks into my eyes with so much pain

i nod and he slowly leaves me side

" y/n! " bella comes out from the side soaking wet

" bella fuck what r you doing " i wipe my tears

" im so sorry for all of this , i saw and heard im so sorry "

that made me cry so much more

" no its fine . its not ur fault bella , go to school ill be fine " i say

" no " she crys

" no , go " i cry

i pull her into a long hug and she changes and goes back to school

after bella left i got into the shower and took a nap