I trusted you...

chapter 1 how it started

A/N!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

well I'm updating but i'm not sure why because no ones reading... But eventually someone will so i'm updating anyways. I probably wont update till I have some more reads. But any ways just wanted to say I hope you all eat some delightful cupcakes!!!! sorry that was random... any ways to the story!!!!

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I wake up o my alarm clock yelling at me to get up. Gosh I hate school. Well it's hard for me not to. I mean everyone hates me there. Its constant picking and teasing and abuse, both verbal and physical dares to talk to me l alone befriend me. I'm that shy ugly loner everyone hates. I walk to the bathroom and hop in the shower. I look at the ugly scars that cover my body like a blanket. Once I'm done I get dressed for the day. Long sleeve shirt and jeans like always. I never wear short sleeve shirts or shorts. Ever. Not even on the really warm days. For two reasons. One i'm really self conscious. I'm fat and ugly. Every one tells me that and I believe. Two I don't want people to see my scars. I have them from abuse and from self harm. I cut myself basically everyday. It's not like anyone's stopping me. My dad has abused since my mom died of cancer. I don't have friends. everyone at schools bullies me. They all just encourage it basically. My life is just a living hell. There's one thing in life that gives my joy. The one thing that people don't judge. The one thing that I enjoy. And that's art. I get so lost in my artwork. It makes me forget about everything. The abuse, the bullying, my mom, all of it. Its the one thing I can do right in my opinion. My dad, if I can even call him that, doesn't know about it. Nobody at school does either. Just my art teacher. Shes the one person who understands me. The one person who doesn't want to hurt me. Shes more of a parent than my dad will ever be.

I got to school early like always. If I do I can get out of the house before my dads up and get there before Kira. Kira is the most popular girl in our school and my worst nightmare. Everybody listens to her out of fear they will be treated like me. And believe me nobody wants that. I got inside and headed straight to the art room. I always help out Mrs. Carl before school starts. Shes the art teacher.

" Hey Carly, can you help me take down those art projects." She called.

" Ya sure." I replied

"how's everything at home." She questioned me.

She doesn't know my dad abuses me, nobody knows that but she does know he drinks.

"ya it's been fine" I lied. It's been getting worse little by little. I don't know why I don't just give up but there's something telling me nit to lose hope. I know it sounds crazy, but I feel like it's my mom telling me to stay strong. "Oh by the way there's a new girl who's going to helping out too in the morning" She said interrupting my thoughts. great just what I need someone ruining my only safe place. "When is she coming?" I asked worried. "Any minute now" Just great. Then this new girl walked in. She was different, in a good way. She had medium red hair, big Brown eyes and freckles all over her face. She had a bright genuine smile that I already loved.

"Hi guys I'm Allison but you can call me alli if you want to. "I could already tell that this girl didn't want to hurt me. Maybe she even possibly wanted to be friends. probably not though in a few weeks she'll hate me like everyone else. "I'm carly, nice meeting you. I'm usually here every morning. We talked for a while and she was really nice and funny. Soon the bell rang. I was sad that was the first time I really enjoyed my self for a while.

I didn't know it then but that was the beginning of a friendship. That was the day that I met the second thing that soon gave me joy. She was.the best thing that happened to me. I didn't know I would get to call her my friend. I also didn't know I would lose her to gossip, rumors , and of course Kira.

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authors note!!!!

so sorry if this chapters confusing but it's supposed to be sorta like a flashback. She's talking about when she first met her best friend Allison.

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-Shelbyxx