Violet Annybelle Read is my real name.
Some calls me "Anie", or "Belle".
People who calls me Violet are rare. It's either they are my closest friends, or some stranger who saw my name on a tag or in the class list.
I never get to feel being loved, so I swore to love everyone around me.
I grew up being punished (corporal) by violence so I swore to myself to never hurt, and will never do that to anyone.
I never imagined myself turning into a monster I'm afraid I'll become.
But it happened.
I hurt the people I love the most. Not just physically, but mentally and emotionally.
I broke my promises to everyone, and even to myself.
I can't even trust my guts anymore. I feel like I'm a ticking time bomb that will explode as soon as someone pulls the trigger.
Where am I?
I can't find myself in the dark
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Diary of the Despondent
RandomBelle is a sweet, caring, modest, and chill person I've known. I don't know how and why, but one day, she's completely a different person.
