RANDOM THOUGHTS

I call this move: ~yearning~

I aspire to have the energy/funds/ability to let go of control and go on a roadtrip across the country (or just the east cost).

I want to shower in shitty motels and drive through the night. I want early morning breakfast at a hotel and then swimming in the ocean. I want to have friends to take pictures with and remember the moments without forgetting to live them ourselves. I want to fall asleep while someone else drives. I want to go to local shows in small towns we've never heard of before. I want to scream songs on the highway with sun on my skin. I want to take pictures at every state marker. I want to let myself go with the flow and pull over at random places and not force myself to follow an itinerary. I want to forget what my hometown looks like I've been gone so long. I want to spend Christmas in the middle of nowhere and get home to a pile of unopened Christmas cards months later. I want to visit the town where I grew up and add it to the list of random places I've been. I want to make stickers and put one in every town I visit. I want to leave my mark everywhere I go so kids years from now can find a random sticker/piece of graffiti and wonder who I was.

Ugh

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I want to go on a roadtrip