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FaQ #10

Basically an emo.

Are they introverted or extroverted?

Extroverted but humans can be assholes so I stay at home.

Do they ever put on airs?

These airmax? Yea they are comfortable.

What bad habits do they have?

Biting my nails and apologising and reasoning everything.

What makes them laugh out loud?

Dark humour. Jokes of my life.
The pain converts into painful tears.

How do they display affection?

...
I wont answer!

He cuddles and fives lots of hugs and is very clingy and..obedient.

NO- DONT TELL- BAD ADMIN! *BONK*

Mental handicaps?

I have PTSD, Depression, Anxiety, a few neurological disorders.. but i dont think theres anything.."permanent" mental with me. I dont think so. But with how fucked up my life is there surely is, its just that nobody cares.

How do they want to be seen by others?

Not as a N4z1 for sure.
Anything but that. Anything works. Just if you dont see me as a tormentor of mine that is enough.

How do they see themselves?

As a pitiful, thing being kept alive just to get further tortured. Something nobody cares about that is just forgotten in a corner.
That one plushy your parents put on the attic you never missed. Like a set of porcelain that broke and is now thrown away. Like some broken mirror, a burden, some useless thing..

How are they seen by others?

Probably the same.

Not at all. This b1tch just doesn't believe it.

Strongest character trait?

I can endure many, many things without telling anything..?

Weakest character trait?

My existence?

He's hella naive and unstable.

How competitive are they?

I don't cross boundaries..or law at that.
I respect the other competitors.
...
With exceptions.

Do they make snap judgements or take time to consider?

I have this things that makes me believe everything on first sight. And I usually am very stubborn with them. So I usually..can be regarded as toxic. But I really dont wanna be toxic.

How do they react to praise?

I dont deserve any but I don't have anything against more.

How do they react to criticism?

I know I suck, please don't put more on me.

What is their greatest fear?

I guess.. I am really afraid of sudden body contact.

What are their biggest secrets?

Never told it anyone.
But everyone knows. But I never told anyone. I wasn't fault at WW2. i didn't support anything of it. I never harmed someone. I was a victim of it.
No nation knows of it. I just..never told it. And now I live with being labelled a bloodstain in history. It has grown..better..over the years. It still hurts tho.