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Sometimes I don't want to leave my room sometimes I don't even want to get out of my bed. I act tuff but really I'm not I cry easily, my friends are to raped up in growing up while I just don't want to grow up. I'm scared I'm scared to grow up I'm scared to end up like my parents always fighting and taking put there anger on there kids, I always say I won't end up like them but I don't even know anymore I don't even know myself anymore. When people describe me they describe me as happy and bubly. I sometimes wonder if I'm okay I mean everytime I come home I throw myself out  the floor and just ask myself what I'm doing with my life why I act the way I do. I'm scared I'm a scared of myself I feel like a puppet most of the time. I don't even sleep at all I'm so tired I haven't gotten a good night's sleep in months I don't even know what's wrong with me anymore.



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