Previously titled "i fucked up"
He belonged to her. She belonged to him. In every way possible.
Then he cheated.
They both re-meet in college and begin a poisonous relationship.
Following their rekindling, Eren's new persona leads a dangerous lifes...
He moved his eyes back to me, "you're sorry? really? all that shit you gave me for cheating and look at you."
"I know. I'm sorry." the tears i was holding back spilled from my eyes. My throat clenching as the pain of holding in tears burned through it.
My hand came to his arm as his hold on my jaw got tighter. "Please stop, it hurts." i plead with him.
"Alright fucking stop acting so innocent." he let go of my jaw pushing chest hard almost making me lose my balance.
"Okay Eren calm down." i said raising my voice. Fine i deserved getting yelled at, i would've taken it because he's getting his anger out. But i won't let him disrespect me by putting his hands on me.
"Don't tell me calm down, i knew you were a fucking slut!" before i knew it my hand met his cheek, the slap was hard and loud. His head was turned to the side, the red print on his cheek started forming. And maybe just maybe i think i went to far.
"Don't call me a slut. I know what i did was fucked up and i'm fucking sorry. But it's not like i fucked her multiple times and kept it from you for months!" i pushed him back.
Eren looked at me, completely ignoring everyone's stares. He was mad i know he was. His whole facial expression screamed anger and disappointment. But his eyes showed me how hurt he was and i fucking hate it.
He stared at me a little longer before turning his body around starting to walk away from me. He was walking away. Just like i did to him. I walked away from us and now he's doing it too.
"I knew getting back with you wasn't the right thing to do. I thought i still loved you. But i hate you. I hate you more than anything. You left me. I don't need you." he said not facing me. At this point everyone that was around gave us some privacy. If you could even call it that, since we're right in front of Jean's house.
But that hurt. I tried so hard to sallow back my tears, that i couldn't even breathe.
"You don't mean that." i whispered. The knot in my throat hurts so fucking bad. I really didn't want to cry, but finally it snapped and the knot caused me to choke up a sob.
He scoffs, "You're should've stayed nothing to me, i was happier like that." he tried so hard to sound okay, but i knew him better than anyone. He voice cracked a little.
"Eren stop please don't leave me." i begged tears blurring my vision.
"I remember i said that once, you left anyways." He spoke turning his head a little to see me. His eyes were red and puffy. I probably look a mess right now but i really didn't care.
"please—" i cried finally. Sobs tore through my body rapidly. The blood pounded through my ears. My hearted thudded in my chest, my hands shook as i brought them to my face. My throat felt dried and my windpipe felt like it was tightening. This overwhelming feeling of dread came over me.
I'm going to lose him again.
"EREN!" i yelled before dropping to my knees. I couldn't keep myself up anymore. I hurt him, i did this to myself. I don't deserve him, i don't.
He stopped in his tracks, turning his body to face me. His eyes wide as he saw me on the ground. My chest heaving up and down intensely. But he made no move to come to me.
I might've lost him. Because i'm a fucking idiot.
"I'm really fucking sorry. You could hate- hate me all you want. I'll love you always, you know that."
"I know." he said softly before turning away, leaving me all alone.
I watched as he got into his car, but he doesn't drive away yet. I knew it would be best if i got up and walked away. I probably looked like an idiot.
As i got up and dusted myself off, i felt my phone buzz inside of my pocket. I wished it was Eren asking me to get in his car, but it wasn't, it was from two different numbers,
Unknown
Hello, (Y/N).
Ma
Hey mi niña, i never told you.
His name is Kenny. Kenny Ackerman.
Unknown
I know this is sudden and you probably don't even know who i am but it's your father, i need to see you.
I gasped loudly, before turning my body in the direction to where Eren's car is. Luckily he's still there. I run towards it ignoring the way my throat felt closed up and my chest heaved in need of air.
Coming to a halt on his window, i knocked on it, his tint not letting me see anything at all. Suddenly the window came down and i wasted no time giving him my phone.
He looked confused at first, but once he read the messages his eyes went wide.
"Get in the car."
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nah cause y'all nasty, why did some of you guys think Grisha was ur father😫😫😫😫😫
why would i make u date ur brother that's weird
anyways remember to drink your water, fill up those beautiful bodies and wear sunscreen!!!
