𝘿𝙤𝙡𝙡𝙝𝙤𝙪𝙨𝙚 ✔︎ 𝙍. 𝙎𝙪𝙣𝙖

❥ XVI

"Maybe?". I moved my hands up to his neck, as I melted into the kiss. The water began to grow warmer, and warmer as we both lost control.

we desired each other so much.

"Ow—". My back had been pressed against the shower handle, as I squinted my eyes, sighing.

Suna loosened his grip on me, letting me go as I moved my back up a bit. We both began laughing historically as we looked at each other.

we couldn't help but laugh.

We both continued to make out in the shower, under the warm water. His hand moved down to my thighs, opening my legs up as he held one up with his hand.

He rubbed two fingers around my folds, as I moved away from the kiss, taking a deep breath.

He hastily shoved two fingers into my clit, causing a moan to escape my lips as it echoed throughout the shower.

"F-Fuck—". My breath was shakily, and my arms had gripped around his neck. I leaned my head back, as it hit the shower wall behind me. The water pouring directly onto my chest, moving down my body.

He continued to move his fingers, in and out, going at a faster paste every second. "You like that, you little slut?". He curled his fingers inside of me, as I felt a wave of pleasure over my body.

"Ahh—, Suna.". I bit my bottom lip out of the immense amount of pleasure.

"Y/N, I want you to call me by my first name from now on—". He smirked as he watched me breaking beneath him.

He moved another finger in, mowing pushing 3 in and out. "Su—". I choked back on my words.

"Say it Y/N.". He began placing kisses along my chest, leaving marks everywhere. He removed his fingers from my clit, moving them up my body.

"Rin—". My nails dug into his arm, and back. He grabbed my neck, pulling it up as our lips met. He pushed his knee in between my thighs, opening my legs a bit. He removed his hand down to my leg again, lifting it for support.

He moved his cock along my folds, chuckling a bit. "Look at me whore, say that you're mine.". He pushed inside of me, his nails digging into my neck as he had a sadistic smile.

"Rin, f-fuck—". I closed my eyes, as I let out a loud moan. I heard Suna chuckling in front of me as he began to thrust inside of me.

"You're so pretty Y/N, beneath me.". He rammed into me again, deep and hard. "Shit Y/N. You make me feel so good.".

He removed his hand from my neck, moving it next to my head on the wall as he held my thigh up. I grabbed onto Suna's neck, hugging it as he continued to ram into me.

"S-Shit Suna—". My eyes became stingy and teary as I finally felt another wave of pleasure passing through my body. I relaxed my body as he continued to thrust inside of me, finishing himself off.

"Fuck.". He cursed under his breath as he pulled out, releasing his hot seed. We both looked at each other, out of breath. My legs felt sore again, as I held onto him.

"We can't rely on sex for this to work Y/N.". He suddenly said, out of the blue. What did he even mean?

"I don't know what you're talking about.". I shook my head, staring at him.

"I'm talking about us.". He caressed my face as he smiled. "I love you.".

"..." I stayed silent as I stared at him. I love him, I do, but for some reason, I just—. "Me too.". I kissed him on the cheek as I smiled back. I removed my hands from his neck, moving my leg down.

I walked around him, stepping out of the shower. "You didn't even shower—". He spoke out, wiping the water off his face with his hand.

"I'll be in the kitchen if you need me!". I grabbed a towel, wrapping it around my body.

I stepped out of the bathroom, closing the door behind me. I took a deep swallow and sighed.

How would I ever bring myself to tell him I do, without getting hurt...and the reason is, I know, even if he said he loved me, I can never be with him.