As tragic as it was, I loved you the most, I still do.
I apologize for all I did, you didn't deserve it.
Forgive me for ignoring the signs and what I felt.
After my diagnosis I realized and understood why I did all of this.
You're a beautiful person and the one I love the most.
The best part of me, my happiness, my love.
I hope you're happier, that she brings and gives you all I couldn't.
Im sorry for not being what you needed.
For the panic & the anxiety.
Maybe one day, in another life we'll work.
Maybe I'll be good enough.
Thank you for everything, I mean it.
I've never felt anything so true.
You made me feel feelings, feel alive.
I love you so much and even though you moved on I know I'll be here.
I can't and won't stop.
I miss you and I hope you're ok.
Be you
But especially be happier.
