(Emilie P.O.V )
His rough fringer tips tracing circles on my skin,
I could feel goose bums beginning to rise up on my arms, the feeling giving me chills right to the bottom of my spine. I could get used this, NO! No you can't you know how this go's emilie, you've played it in your head a million times over, he will get bored, find somone else an youll be left heart broken.
I quickly jumped up of the lounge, grabbing my glass, looked up at him. " just getting another" i said rasing the glass towards him. " ill join you" he said. " no no its fine" i said an quickly surried of to the kitchen.
I placed the glas on the ilsand bench next to me. Putting both my palms on the bench and tried to steady my breathing. The same endding replaying over and over in my brain. I bow my head down and tried to think of somthing else.
" Emile?" Somone said,
Startling me, i didnt want to look up at the person. But i had to, Liam, he stood there in the kitchen door way.
" I was just grabbing another drink" we said in unison.
He seems to realised he interupted my very thoughts.
" its okay, what are you having?" I said. As clear an normally as i possiblely could.
He walked closer towards me, " are you alright? " he said, with emotions behind his voice.
" im fine really just, grabbing a drink " i said. He looked at me sideways. Not believeing my lie.
" are you sure, you seem stressed or something." His eyes not leaving mine.
" i am alittle i guess" great! I would of told him not to worry if i was sober! But not the very evil vodka is talking for me. Shut your bloody mouth!
" did you want to talk aboit it?" He said,
I nod,
seriously?! Drinking emilie is a bloody trouble maker.
"Here or somewhere more private?" He asked.
" probably a little bit more private, lets mix the drinks an go out on the bolcony" i say.
He nods, watching me pour the liquid into each glass.
As we walk back into the lounge room the tell the guys we are going out side for a chat, harrys almost looks hurt, wounded even. He cant come this is about him. " are you alright?" Harry says.
" oh fine, liam just wanted to catch up, we will be back soon, just going out to the balcony. " i say.
"Uh okay." He said turning his head back to the television. His posture so straight looks like his almost uncofrmatble. And his jaw clenched. I shug it off an follow liam too the balcony.
(Liam P.O.V )
" so whats the matter?" I say to emilie,
She looks beyond me into the city, lights flashing. It could almost be beautiful.
" theres a few things, and im terrified to tell you. You may judge me. " she said while twerling her fingers around one another.
Why would i possibly judge her? I couldn't think of one thing other than harry. But the chemistry is there we all can see it except them.
"I wont judge you. Scouts honor." I say puting my right hand over my heart.
She take a huge breath, and breathes it out slowly.
" i think i may have some sort of feeling towards harry. But when hes not around i hardly think about him. But when hes near me its all i think about. I dont know if hes just inxotixating to me, or if its a fasination? Curiosity? Or the real deal. " she says too fast. She sighs.
I knew it. My insides are crushed.. but i bearly show my slap in the face too her.
I clear my throat ready to speak.
" dont say anything yet im not finished, then theres you. Your so kind to me. A real friend. And you two seem to clash when it involoves me. I dont want to get inbetween anyones friendship. Im not used to these feelings liam. I dont know what to do"
The wind was knocked out of me. And restored all in the same second.
" i think, i-i-i think you really do like harry. But your deniying it to yourself. And im just your friend. When you and harry are toegther, its like he moves you move you know. Your insnyc. Its extrodonary to watch actually." I say fianlly letting it out.
" you really think soo... " she says.
" yes i do" i say. and ment it.
(Emilie P.O.V )
It just kept coming out like word vomit. I couldnt stop myself!
"Thankyou liam. We should really go inside " i said.
He stood up from the cain chair instantly.
" yes, i agree. " he mummbled.
As we entered the room. Lauren an niall were fast asleep on the bean bag. An harry stairing into space. I glace at the tv. Its the scene where, rose gets on the life boat but jumps out to be with jack. My heart aches at this moment in the movie. Its pure love an selfishness nothing else. She didnt want to be without him even if it cost her own life. Amazing really.
" hey" i say, to harry.
" hi. " he says, looking at the tv. Not looking up at me.
" guys im beat, i might head back to my hotel." Liam says. While putting his shoes on.
" oh okaay, thankyou for coming. Ill see you soon!" I said
"Bye man" said harry.
Liam left. And im standing alone in the hall way.
I lean against the wall an slid down it into a sitting position. And bring my vodka to my lips.
I feel somone stairing at me but refuse to look.
" emilie...? " he husky voice sounds so lovely.
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Get Over It - Harry Styles
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