love letters ~k.akaashi~

~ending A~

"my main concern is, can you trust me? because i trust you. even after all this, you're one of the people i trust the most keiji. and, as you said, i can't guarantee this won't happen again."

there was another silence between the two of you until akaashi spoke up. "i trust you f/n. i want you and only you. i understand you and kenma have an affectionate friendship. and i understand that your fan club may get a little overbearing with all the confessions and the gifts. if you'll let me, i'll never be one to doubt you again. i'll be mature and i'll listen to you," his hands brought your face closer to his, your noses brushing against each other.

"please let me." tears clouded his eyes, all these emotions overwhelming him. you let go of his wrist and wiped the tears away from his face. this would be the second time you've seen him cry, the first time being the night when you called things off. 

before you could process what was happening, you felt yourself pressing your lips against his. they were cold and chapped after being out in the cold for so long. the kiss was short and sweet and it was over before akaashi could process that you were indeed kissing him. when he came to his senses, he pulled you in for another kiss.

this time it was passionate and full of love, your lips moved together in sync. he had waited too long to feel your lips against his once again for 'short and sweet'. the kiss had seemed to spread a feeling of warmth between the two of you. you both adored this feeling, never wanting it to end. though, you were the one to pull away from him to catch your breath.

you rested your forehead against his, his hands now on the back of your neck, yours still holding his cheeks. his lips were swollen, breathing heavily to catch his breath. a subtle smile, yet a genuine one rested on his beautiful face. your eyes looked at his green-blue eyes, you seemingly drowning in them.

you looked away from him when you felt something fall on your face. you looked up to the sky to see it was snowing. the first snowfall of the year in tokyo, normally you would've recoiled at it, but this time you didn't. instead your mind had remembered this one scene from "crash landing on you" that you had watched when akaashi came over to your house and fell asleep mid-episode.

akaashi was softly snoring on your shoulder, his arms wrapped loosely around your waist. you didn't notice he fell asleep nor did you hear his soft snores,  being too invested in the show just like lev.

this particular scene catching your attention. jeonghyeok and seri were at a restaurant in the pyongang hotel, looking out the window when she noticed it had started snowing.

"isn't this the first snow?" she asked jeonghyeok, a happy expression on her face. he nodded, "goodness we're in trouble. this isn't good." she said, jeonghyeok giving her a confused look in return.

"if you watch the first snow with someone, your love will be fulfilled," she told him. she informs jeonghyeok why the first snow is so important in seoul, especially in dating culture. she begins ti ash how a person will take their crush out to see the snow for that specific reason, this in particular caught your attention.

"if they watch the first snow together, their love comes true." the rest of the scene plays out, ending with seri resting her head on jeonghyeok's shoulder due to her being drunk, the two still looking out the window admiring the snow.

despite the situations they were both in, it was nice knowing that there were still beautiful things to see. even if life gets so terrible that you feel nothing can fix it, there are still beautiful things to see.