I just want them to get the message
I wanted them to notice me but they ended up hurting me
Beating me into thinking I'm nothing but what I see in my dreams
A sad hallucination, living between two lines
Am i in limbo?
They got me wondering if I'm even dead or alive
Trying to make it out of this one step at a time
I might as well predict my own death; suicide
Not once has anyone really wanted to know me personally
If they do, they think I'm weird and try to injure me more
But they think I'm joking, insensitive, not damaged by those words,
They think it doesn't work
Newsflash it works: that's why they put gasoline down before they ignite the torch
And they out here expecting me to be a therapist
I'm not here to talk about my shit no
I'm here to help damage other people
Breaking them down, until they are clothes that belong in the lost and found
Or a piece of plastic at the bottom of the ocean after it had drowned
Why do you have to be a useless important thing?
Useless enough to need someone as your lifeline
Important enough to have money so we can keep funding your insanity
Welcome to the world of broken promises
Everyone here just likes to use others until they feel numb
Might as well take drugs so you won't realize it when it comes
The painful truth is realizing that nothing will ever be the same
You just don't know how to stop having people take advantage of you
But you knew that, didn't you?
You might as well hop on a plane and change your name
You might as well not bother to show your pretty smile in this world
You are too nice to give it, no one is deserving
