My Pet

I Love You

Jade's POV

I fall back into my bed and just stare at the ceiling. Loud banging on my window has me reaching for my scissors on my nightstand. "Beck?!"

He proceeds to open my window, without my permission I might add, climbing into my room.

"Hey." He says dusting off his clothes.

"Suddenly you have an issue with doors? Oh and calling before deciding to just show up at my house. I am pretty sure I broke up with you meaning you cannot just come to my house when you feel like it" I roll my eyes trying to fight back a laugh at his effort to speak with me, also trying make light of this awkward situation.

"Sorry I didn't know if your dad was home. I didn't feel like talking to anyone but you." He explains sitting at the edge of my bed.

"And why couldn't you just call?" I say sitting on my bed leaving a big space between us.

"I did, you were declining my calls!"

"Oh.. right" I smile awkwardly.

"Can we go back to how things were? I hate when you're mad at me." He sighs running his hands through his hair.

"Beck i'm not mad at you. I'm just not feeling this anymore" I groan, really wishing we were not having this conversation.

"Jade come on, I love you." He slowly moves closer to me.

I know myself, I have no control when he's this close to me. My eyes dart from his eyes to his lips, he smirks leaning in even closer. Our faces about an inch apart, his lips touch mine and I melt under him.

He presses his body into mine, pushing me back as he does until my back hits my mattress. I cup his cheeks in my hands deepening the kiss. Our lips fits so perfectly togeth-

"Beck" I say catching my breath.

"Hm?" He hums attaching his lips to my neck.

I push him back and sit up, "Beck we can't. I don't-"

"You don't love me anymore. Got it." He sighs.

"Look Beck I do love you, I always will but I just don't think we're right for each other anymore. I'm sorry I honestly don't mean to hurt you." I say genuinely.

"It's fine." He says.

We just stare at each other for a moment, before I can blink he smashes his lips onto mine. My hands go to the bottom hem of his shirt, pulling it up and off of him. I toss it to the side and kiss him again.

"We don't have to-"

"Oh shut up." I say pulling my shirt off.

He trails kisses down my neck and sucks on my sweet spot, my eyes shut tightly as a moan escapes my mouth. He kisses down my chest occasionally leaving hickies marking me.

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"Are you really not sure about us anymore?" He asks tracing circles on my arm that slung over him.

I sit my head up from off his chest, "Beck I don't want hurt your feelings after we just slept together."

"What do I have to do to convince you to stay with me?" His hand resting on my cheek, caressing it gently with the pad of his thumb.

"There is nothing you can do. I just really don't wanna talk about this anymore" I say slipping my clothes back on.

"Okay. I'd better go." Before I could protest -not that I was going to- he was gone. Sometime after going through my phone for a little while I fall asleep.

The next morning I wake up immediately checking my phone, it's 9 o'clock. "Shit! Im late!" I yell flying out of bed and into the bathroom.

I quickly do my business and brush my teeth, once I finished that I comb my hair quickly and get dressed. I slip on my boots and rush out of the house driving off to school.

When I get there I rush through the door and bump into someone, "hey watch where you- Oh sorry Cat."

"Hey Jade. Did you just get here?" She smiles.

"Yeah, why aren't you in class?" I ask as she follows me to her locker.

"I forgot my stuffed giraffe in my locker. He's probably so lonely without me." She sighs dramatically.

"Oh.." I open my locker grab my stuff and shut it. "Let's go Kitty Cat." I say dragging her off to class with me.

"But my giraffe!" She whines loudly.

"NO!" I shout.

"Awww fooey."

We walk into Sikowitz's class and a huge ball flies past my face, "are you insane?!"

"Well.. This isn't about me right now, Jade why are you late to my class?" He asks sipping the water from a coconut.

"I woke up late. Continue your lesson" I say sitting in my usual spot next to Beck.

I tune out Sikowitz thinking about Beck and I. We've been together for 3 years now, he's still hot but it's just not interesting anymore. Its hard to admit to myself but my heart doesn't skip a beat when he's around anymore. I don't want to hurt him, Beck's the only person that i've been afraid to hurt, he's always been so sweet to me and he put up with me for this long. I just.. I want something new and refreshing. Or maybe I should just be alone.

Cat's POV

"Hey Cat are you okay? You've been quiet since you got back in here with Jade." Robbie says snapping me out of my thoughts.

I haven't been able to stop staring at her since we got in the classroom..

I've had a huge crush on Jade since a little before she got back together with Beck. Jade and Beck have always been on and off so I never said anything .. plus I'm afraid she'd hurt me if I admitted to liking her.

"Mhm, I was just worrying about my giraffe." I lie fiddling with my fingers.

Before I know it the bell rings and everyone grabs there stuff and heads off to lunch. I'm the last one to leave the room, I make my way to Tori's locker and see everyone stopped there to chat before lunch.

"Hey little red." Andre smiles.

"Hehehe Hi" I force out a laugh.

"So my dad's gonna be out of town this weekend, you guys wanna come over we can have like a sleepover like we did at Sikowitz's last year." Jade says.

"Oouu sounds fun." Tori says.

"Yeah I still don't like you." Jade says plainly, "But I guess you can come."

"I still don't like you either." Tori says.

"Oh!" Jade says aggressively before walking off to lunch.

We follow after her and sit at our usual table. Jade, Robbie, Tori and Beck set down there bags and head to the food truck.

"Something bothering you cat?" Andre asks.

"I'm just really thinky." I say.

"Come on tell me what's bothering." He says.

"I have this icky feeling in my tummy. Like there's a butterfly in it." I whisper.

"A butterfly in your- Cat, do you like someone?" Andre asks moving closer to me.

"Wha- No! That's crazy." I gasp.

"What's crazy?" Beck asks as him and the others sit at the table.

"I think Cat likes somebody" Andre confesses.

I squeal covering my mouth with my hand.

"Aw Cat don't be embarrassed, who do you like? You can tell us." Tori smiles sweetly.

I open my mouth to speak but nothing comes out, feeling really embarrassed and on the spot I get up and rush off.