my songs and poems :)

toxic (one step away)

you said you were going out
but i knew you were leaving home
'cause you're sick, sick of me

and then i fall breaking down
cried as i covered my mouth
felt like an eter-, eternity

and i was one step away
risking a blade on my wrists
i was one step away
from ending whatever this is

you said you'll have to cut me out
well now i'm doing it
wish i weren't the toxic that spoiled you
now i'm regretting it

i was one step away..

crawled towards my bedside table
recorded what i was able
melody a little tainted, it's bloody

called my mom and asked for a favour
to never call me again and ever
she agreed and i felt a little lucky

and i was one step away
from shutting out, running away
i was one step away
from spiralling, but i didn't have a say

wish i weren't the toxic that spoiled you
now i'm regretting it..

ah-ah, ah-ah, ah-ah-ah
ah-ah, ah-ah
ah-ah, ah-ah, ah-ah-ah
ah-ah-ah.

and i was one step
away