t h r e e ✿ in your arms - stanfour

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And guess what I bumped into? A drunk Michael. Wow, how could these shits actually pitch in alcohol? And how could this asshole be drunk in no less than 5 minutes of being here? Never mind, I have business to attend to. But please remind me to ask Symonne why she has such a wimp of a cousin.

Knowing I'll have to face a stupid interrogation when I try to converse with a drunk Michael, I just stealthily grabbed the keys to his pick-up and ran outside. God knows I have no idea how to drive but for Symonne's sake I'll try my best to keep Mikey's baby dent-free.

I drove out of the venue. I don't care if I didn't have real interaction with the people at my senior ball because what is important at the moment, is Symonne, and where the hell is she, and is she safe, is she in good hands.

I shook my head, knowing I need to focus on the road. And I actually need to see if there are traces of where she could have gone.

"Where the fuck would you go?" I whispered, thinking. She could have gone anywhere. I pulled the car at the side to think. I might be in a worse situation if I continue driving when my thoughts are clouded.

I now I'm not smart but there's only one place I could think of.

Our childhood getaway.

So in no time, I drove into that place, while silently praying Michael got enough gas since I have no money to actually put some in case, plus my phone is at 30% and is at the risk of dying.

Upon reaching the area where we used to play, I shut off the lights so Symonne will not be startled in case she's here. I instantly went down, and searched for her.

And no doubt, she went here, because I see her, by the lake.

I quietly went to her, wanting to hear what she's mumbling, but the moment I got near and heard her soft sobs, I decided to show up.

"Symonne," I called her name, my voice trembling. This could be now or never, Calum.

"You... decided to show up, huh?" she asked with so much sarcasm I knew she was pissed because for another moment, I ditched her. Why do I even do this to the girl I like?

"Sy, I'm sorry, okay?" I told her, knowing that as much as I don't want to go and be the one to ask for forgiveness again even if I am at fault, I'd be the one to get weak in the knees and beg anyways.

"You always say that, but nothing happens, Calum. Nothing. I just decided to come back here because this place brings me the Calum Hood I knew who fulfills every promise, the Calum Hood I know who doesn't ditch me. We just grew up, and here we go, breaking promise after promise. I'm tired Calum, I'm getting tired."

I bit my lip. She's right. When we were young, allI did was make her happy, fulfill every promise. I remember I promised to take her fishing, I did. I promised to teach her how to ride a bicycle, I did. I just realized how I fucked up our friendship when we grew up. Symonne is a girl of promises so I knew I fucked up big time again.

"Symonne," I called her name, but it was so soft it turned into a whisper.

"I thought you'd be breaking your promise. This felt like déjà vu. You telling me one thing and promising me you'd always be ready to fulfill it. I thought it would happen again," she was crying and God knows how much I want to cup her squishy cheeks and kiss her so she stops, but I promised myself I'd keep my chill.

"Sy..." I mumbled but she started cutting me off.

"Remember when we were young and we played that stupid game we called Clouds? Where I'll ask you who do you want to catch you every time you're lost in the clouds? I answered you because I trusted you so much, I believed you wouldn't fail me. You were my sidekick but you left the hero on her own. You did not catch me when I fell," she cried. Fuck it, Calum. You just made her cry fuck.

All I could do that moment was swallow my pride, put my head down, and choke back on my own tears in the process. As much as I was a person full of pride, when it comes to Symonne, everything just crumbles. And I just realized how many times I have let her down. I have let my hero down. I was supposed to protect my angel from the dark, but I failed, for numerous times already.

"You didn't catch me when I eventually fell for you."

I instantly shot my head up the moment I heard it from her. I was having doubts if I heard the right words, or if she even actually said something.

"You...what?" I asked her.

She just turned away and wiped the make-up that had run down her face. And for heaven's sake, I couldn't stand it anymore so I went to her, cupped her cheeks, and kissed her.

I pulled away after a few seconds and the shock on her face gave the fact that she didn't expect what I just did.

"I swear to God I always wanted to do that for long but pride and fear always takes over me. And in case, you don't know, I think I did catch you when you fell," I told her, kissing her forehead, "for me."

"What the fuck, Calum!" she hit me on the arm. "How long have you been keeping this? God damn this, okay, you shit."

I laughed as she continued hitting me playfully on my chest and my arms. Wow, I didn't know this is how good this all feels.

"You were the one I was pertaining to when we played Clouds," I admitted when she stopped hitting me.


'Just the girl who wants me to keep saving her from all the falls she might receive, because she's all I'll ever want'


I went back to Michael's car and connected my iPod to the stereo, and played some music.

"DID YOU SERIOUSLY DRIVE MY COUSIN'S BABY?" she screamed and instantly covered her mouth, realizing how bad it sounded.

"You do know, how to ruin a moment, don't you? And you cousin was drunk, for fucks sake, in no less than 5 minutes, so he'll not know," I said in between laughs as I started making way back to her.

"That wimp," she whispered, but not soft enough for me to miss it.

I could never ask for more.

"What are you doing?" Symonne laughingly asked me the moment I went back to her and asked for her hand for a dance. She's probably still embarrassed by her question a while ago. Oh, this girl.

"Next time, you don't just runaway when you feel the whole world has turned its back on you, because others are still here for you," I replied, kissing her forehead once more, and twirled her after.

That night turned better than I thought. We might have ran away from the senior ball, but the stars have aligned for us to be able to be together, to talk, and have a dance with each other still. The stars shone brighter than ever, the surroundings gave me the best ambience I could ever have, the wind gave the chilly feeling. I couldn't have asked for more, because that night, I had the girl I love in my arms, and she had me in hers.


***

Let us all take a little breather because, finally, for the first time, I managed to write a story with a quite happy ending. Well, that is for now. I don't know. I am not usually a good one at ending it happily. Or depends on how I can surprise you with the ending.

Anyways, this one goes to one of the biggest Malum stan I have ever gotten to know, Symonne. I hope I still made you happy with the friendly banter between Malum that I put in there, since I really try to incorporate what you love in everything that I write. Sorry about the smut though. Maybe some other time. I haven't been comfortable with that yet.


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