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FaQ #3

14. What animal do you fear most?

Lions are scary.

15. How do you speak? Is what you say usually thought of on the spot, or do you rehearse it in their mind first?

I usually think a lot. sometimes I just forget everything tho and improvise.

16. What makes your stomach turn?

Everything. I get incredible sick and dizzy seeing things about g0r3, sl4v3ry or g3n0c1d3. It makes me sick and I can't bear looking at it.

17. Are you easily embarrassed?

If I remember how I act around a few people I'd say yes. I am easily embarrassed.

18. What embarrasses you?

u-uhm. that's..a little-.
These questions make me embarrassed. Stumbling or failing to speak make me embarrassed.
and.. uhm.. I get embarrassed and nervous and blushing red speaking about love. or to someone I love.

19. What is your favorite number?

9! We got independence on the 9th December!

20. If you were asked to explain the difference between romantic and platonic or familial love, how would you do so?

Ahhh- I cant do that!
but uhm, I believe..
When you love someone romantically you want them to kiss you and hold you near. You want to be with them forever and you feel warm around them.
with platonic love its rather..you like them to talk to. You like to hug them and they are usually first to know secrets.

21. Why do you get up in the morning? 

It depends. if you mean it as "why I dont want to die" it's definitely Zanzibar, Gilbert and Ludwig.
if you mean it otherwise, Zanzibar usually wakes me up.

22. How does jealousy manifest itself in you (you become possessive, you become aloof, etc)? 

Very clingy. I become very clingy.

23. How does envy manifest itself in you (you take what you want, you become resentful, etc)? 

I just watch silently I guess?

 24. Is s3x something that you are comfortable speaking about? To whom? 

Ahhh, Next Question!!

 25. What are your thoughts on marriage? 

Yes.
But he should be tall and muscular and blonde and German and strong and kind and protecting..
//^•^//

 26. What is your preferred mode of transportation? 

Camels. It's comfortable and they can walk great distances. I grew to love them.

 27. What causes you to feel dread? 

Yelling, hot temperatures and sun.

 28. Would you prefer a lie over an unpleasant truth? 

No.. I'd like the truth more than living with a lie.

 29. Do you usually live up to your own ideals? 

No- Not at all. I dont really have a choice in this.

 30. Who do you most regret meeting? 

Britain.

 31. Who are you the most glad to have met? 

Ludwig.

 32. Do you have a go-to story in conversation? Or a joke? 

Ludwig once ran away from a cackle*¹.
It was kind of funny watching him run.

 33. Could you be considered lazy? 

I've been told I am lazy. I'd not say so.

(And I'll hit you if you dare calling her lazy - Zanzibar)

 34. How hard is it for you to shake a sense of guilt? 

Much. I keep on getting nightmares about how I just left. But I couldn't do anything.. I still feel I could've done better.

 35. How do you treat the things your friends come to them excited about? Are you supportive? 

I love it when someone tells me about something they love! It feels like I'm special because they come to me instead of someone else.

36. Do you actively seek romance, or do you wait for it to fall into your lap? 

I am just too embarrassed to say anything.

37. Do you have a system for remembering names, long lists of numbers, things that need to go in a certain order (like anagrams, putting things to melodies, etc)? 

Not..really? I am really bad at memorising that stuff. And I dont have a system for memorising.

38. What memory do you revisit the most often? 

When the Europeans first came. They came, they looked like me. They had the same skin color. But they..harmed my tribes. They were yelling swearwords at my native people. They were killing them and surpressing us.
I..I visit this memory often. Often in nightmares. I heard about how America became independent and that became my goal too! It was a rough way, but it functioned as you can see!

39. How easy is it for you to ignore flaws in other people? 

I have flaws myself, I can perfectly ignore others'.

40. How sensitive are you to your own flaws?

I talk myself down a lot. I am very restricted and I walk with a...I dont know the word. Some stick that acts like kind of a second leg. It makes walking unbelievable exhausting. But everything else is too expensive.

41. How do you feel about children? 

I'd like to have children one day! I only have siblings right now tho.

42. How badly do you want to reach your end goal? 

I dont really have one to be honest. Independence was my goal all the time.

43. If someone asked you to explain your sexuality, how would you do so? 

It's non of your business?

(she's straight)