Kai Havertz Imagines

be alright

A/N: So this is the first one, inspired by the song be alright by Dean Lewis. 

Let me know what you think! And request some more ideas or songs xx

I know you love her, but it's over, mate
It doesn't matter, put the phone away

I rub his back as he lays curled up on the bed beside me. I hum his favourite song to calm him down but the quiet sobs escaping his mouth won't stop. My heart is aching at his hurt but there's nothing I can do about it. After a while he gets up, dries his tears and grabs his phone.

„Kai, no", I sigh but he doesn't listen to me. He texts her anyway.

„Put the phone away", I plead but he keeps typing.

„Kai", I speak up louder this time, snatching his phone away from him quickly.

„Y/n" he groans and frowns at me but I don't care. I turn off his phone and throw it on the bed beside me.

„I know this is hard", I tell him. „And I know you loved her but please, you gotta let her go." 

He stares at me blankly. Kai is my best friend and seeing him hurt like this is breaking your heart.

She had broken up with him a few days ago, all her stuff was gone within a couple hours and so was she. He has been devastated since the minute she was gone and I have not left his side ever since that day.

"But I don't know what to do without her", he says. 

"You'll figure it out", I assure him. "It's gonna take time but eventually you'll do."

"But what if I don't want to?" he asks and I sigh. 

"I'm afraid you have to" I shrug and grab his hand, rubbing it with my thumb. He looks down on our hands and then up at me again.

"Thanks for being there for me", he whispers and I smile at him. "Of course", I say and he lays down, his head on my lap whilst I gently stroke through his hair. 

I lean back against the headboard and try my hardest not to stare at my best friend for too long. We both stare at the ceiling and I can't help it but my heart's beating faster. Being so close to him really messes with my feelings. I knew I liked him for a while now but I never said anything. Of course I didn't. I always thought he was out of reach but now... I don't know what to do.

He wraps his arms around my waist as he cuddles into me and I close my eyes, enjoying his touch. I just have to wait until he's alright again. And he'll be alright, eventually he will.