The second choice club

The love of a snake and a piece of metal (that sounds weird)

terushima-Why yes child

Really

terushima-Yea why

I took a deep breath

Well ok long story ya see so my cousin is dating kuguri ya know him right so he usually invites me over on weekends to hangout with them and eventually hiroo you probably also know him well I ended up developing feelings for hiroo but I'm so sure he likes someone else on his team or at school and it hurts so much I can't but I know that he wouldn't have feelings for someone if they were in a relationship so when you said that the two of you were dating it maked me happier than I would have been normally but I know he doesn't like me by his reactions to me he would avoid me and try not to talk to me when I ask if he wants to hang out with me he makes an excuse and it actually happened yesterday too

Omg I can't believe I just said all of that and I'm crying
Terushima walks over and hugs me later being joined by fukakuchi-kun you see it might not seem like it but he really cares about us his kohais

We hang out for a few hours and the fukakuchi-Kun has to leave
I was about to leave when

Hey um I should leave

terushima-WAIT

Hm

Terushima-Come with me please just please it's important

O-ok

I wonder what it's about The next thing I know we were walking to a thing terushima called the scc he wouldn't tell me what it was about and that kinda ticked me offThe next thing I know I saw dachi from karasuno walk out a building

Shit I probably missed the confession well enno probably recorded it I heard terushima say

Confession what does he mean

We stepped on the steps of the building dachi came out of only for terushima to burst through the door and yell

Teru-GUYS EMERGENCY WE MIGHT HAVE A NEW MEMBER

new member emergency what is happening

With daisho

Daisho pov

So let me get this straight

Hiroo-This is literally all Gay

Shut up so my baby snake kuguri is dating one of the cats

Hiroo-NOT THE POINT

Sorry sorry

I was talking to hiroo on the phone and he was gay panicking

Could you repeat what happened

Hiroo-Omg daisho you piece of
I was at shibayama's house to hang out with him kuguri and his cousin sakunami well the thing is I like sakunami as in I have a crush on him or at least I think

You think ?

Hiroo-Well I don't know I never really experienced love so

Well what do you feel about him

Hiroo-Well you know the feeling of warmth from the sun after being somewhere cold that's what it's like when he walks into the room and he looks so beautiful that I can't talk to him normally so I don't and it hurts to see him sad when I see him sad I want to hug him and comfort him I want to just admire him I avoid him because I don't want to do something stupid you know but he looks so sad and I want to just

Hug him for eternity?

Hiroo-YES
I also get butterflies when I'm near him

Hiroo I think you are in love with him

Hiroo-Really

Mhm

Hiroo pov

Well thanks dai I'll get out of your hair thank you

Daisho-No problem

I hung up the phone and jumped onto my bed
In love huh I think I like it but he probably doesn't like me let alone love me

I hate showing that Side of me but I have to do what I have to do I wish I was more open maybe sakunami wouldn't hate me I can tell he doesn't want to hang out with me but he still asks why
I hate my emotional ability so much
I started to cry but I couldn't care less why could I not be normal

I heard a knock on my bedroom door

Mama hiroo-Hey hiroo

Hm yes mom

My mom walks over

Mama hiroo-why are you crying

Why am I so different why can't I express emotions so well

Mama hiroo-What do you meant your perfect

My mom try's to cheer me up and failed she left the room to give me space
I ended up crying myself to sleep and missing dinner
It was one of the first times I've cried for so long and hard I wish that I could just invite Nami over to cheer me up but I know I can't I'd make a fool of myself

A/n: it was not supposed to be this damn sad