Full Moon Pack (Book 1)

I Guess I'll Leave

"Hello Leslie, whats up?" Jaxon said.

"Jaxon are you with Josh?" I asked.

"No, he's in his room, I'm at the garden." He said nervously.

"Jaxon hear me out okay, my father sent Josh's father to...kill your mom." I said, I had to tell him it was my fathers fault, no way am I going to side with my father.

"My mom is dead?" he said trying hard not to cry.

"Yes, I'm so sorry Jaxon I swear me and Josh didn't know, my mother just told me." I said trying to sound sincere.

"It's okay, sort of, I'll see you tomorrow okay?" He said.

"Okay, I'm sorry again Jaxon I really am." I say before hanging up.

I couldn't be in this house anymore, I can't be with that man, the man who killed Jaxon's mother all because of who she was. Suddenly I hear my mother and father yelling, well my father was yelling, my mother was crying. I start to remember what I had told my father about my mother and I rush down stairs. I see my mother in the couch trying to explain to my father that she's human, and my father is yelling at her to tell her the truth. I knew what I had to do, it was wrong for me to tell my father that my mother wasn't human, so I had to take his mind of that idea and tell him and me.

"Dad shut up!" I said without thinking, then and there I realized I mess up big time.

"What did you say to me?" He said turning to me.

"I said shut up, now I know you aren't twenty, but I don't think you are that old to lose your hearing." Seriously, I was basically killing myself just letting my mind speak.

"Don't you dare talk to me like that!" He said pretending to act tall.

"Don't tell me what to do, I stop doing what I was told to do when I was 16." I said, I knew I was going to regret telling them but I had to.

"What do you mean by that honey?" My mother said knowing that something was up.

"Mom, Dad, I'm pregnant." I said, I suddenly felt taller.

"Oh." My mother said.

They sat down on the couch, and staying in complete silence. Then after twenty minutes my mother stood up and looked at me.

"You will abort the baby." He said.

"Are you crazy, of course I'm not doing that!" I shouted.

"Of course she isn't aborting the baby, she's giving it up for adoption." My mother said joining in.

"I'm not doing that either, I'm keeping this baby, with or without your help." I said.

"So your just throwing this away, all the good schools we put you in, all the money, all the back up, your just throwing that all away?" My father said trying to shout but he couldn't.

"Yes, and since I clearly see you won't be helping, I'll this on my own, without your help, without your contact, maybe I'll send you a post card from my mansion when I'm older!" I said before running to my room.

I pack my things, I tried to pack lightly and I tried to pack everything. I just hate that Josh's mom was happy, they supported me, and they will help me in everyday. But my side of the family doesn't want me to even have this baby, they want it gone, they said it would be better if I do because it would be better more me, but in reality it would just be good in their image if they can control me. I'm done with this family, I'm leaving and I won't be coming back.

"Excuse me..Leslie." I hear someone say coming into my room.

"Hello Lily, I'm sorry if the yelling woke you." I said letting her in and closing the door.

"It's no problem, but um, where are you going?" She asked.

"I have no idea, I can't be here." I said closing my bags.

"I have a small apartment just a few minutes from here, my home actually, you can stay there for as long as you want." She said handing me a key.

"You know what, I will, but I'm only going if you go with me." I said.

"Oh, I couldn't." She said getting nervous.

"Come with me, let's leave my parents with nothing." I whispered.

She smiled and agreed, she went to her room and got all her stuff. We went outside, headed to my car, then went to the apartment. The apartment was not small, it had two rooms, everything was decorated in gray and white. Then I heard a man come to the living room.

"Honey are you home? Oh, you aren't my wife." He said staring at me.

"Oh hi honey, sorry for not getting here first but this is Leslie, Bella and Panda's daughter." she said looking and him then turning to me.

"Oh hello, I'm so sorry." He said coming up to me and shaking my hand.

"Oh no it's okay, I didn't mean to intrude." I said.

"Nonsense, come let me take you to the guest room, okay." Lily said taking me the room.

The room was amazing, it was nice and clean, it even smelled like lavender. She leave me alone in the room to freshen up. I could hear her tell her husband everything, mainly because I let her, just so her husband wouldn't ask questions. When she told him about the baby I felt my stomach turn, I was so tired, and so relieved, for once I didn't feel like my dads toy. For once I can sleep and worry about nothing. 

Even though my problems were solved, Josh's father was coming home tomorrow, and Jaxon's mother is dead, all because of my dad. If my mom dies its because I turned her in, but I don't know if I should feel good or bad about it, I should've turned Josh's father in, he deserved it more then my mother did. 

I changed into my pajamas, brushed my teeth, and put my hair into a ponytail, and jumped to the bed. The bed was amazing, I text Lily goodnight and closed my eyes hoping that tomorrow wouldn't be such a bad day. Then again, everyday is a bad day.