"All I want to do
Right now is cry &
Scream & let it out
All because it's
Killing me inside"
-Unknown
"What no Jeremiah, you're both drunk y'all need to leave"
"We ain't going no where we going to have some fun" Ben slurred
"Get out before I call the cops"
Jeremiah pushed me against the wall grabbed my neck & said
"You call the cops & your dead"
He started to rip my clothes off & I tried to scream & fight him off, but it was no use. He tossed me towards the bed making me trip backwards.
"I want a go first" Ben spoke
"This my bitch I go first"
The next 30 minutes I was being taken advantage of I didn't want any of this. They left me there naked I was completely out of it. I heard the foot steps coming towards my room I thought they was coming back for more.
"Oh my god who did this to you?"
I said the names in my head, but never out loud I didn't want to die. So I kept my mouth shut the next thing I know is I was taken into the bathroom & was ran a bath. Ava was the one who found me she took care of me until I told her.
"Ava you have to leave please I don't want you to get hurt"
"I'm not leaving you"
"Just give me my phone so I can call my brotha"
She nodded her head & went got my phone when she came back I asked her to give me the pills out the cabinet & told her to leave I'd be okay. When she was gone I opened the pill bottle & popped six in my mouth & called my brotha.
Khalil I-I-I n-need you" I sniffled
"What's wrong?"
"H-h-he t-t-tried to rape me"
"Where ya at I'm on the way?"
"My apartment"
"Be there in ten"
Ending the call I dropped my phone on the floor & slowly slid under the water. I wanted to die so I wouldn't have to ever look Jeremiah & Ben in the face again. I wanted to die so the pain would go away for good. I just wanted to die & that's what I was gonna do DIE.!
