Eden was scrolling through tiktok at 2am and scrolled to a video that said "make friends in the comments" eden wanted knew friends and asked in the comments, she closed her phone and went to bed,
The next day she got a notification at 9pm saying "DO YOUR SHOES NEED SHINNING" and replied "DO YOUR SHOES NEED SHINNING DM ME (@ edens Instagram) Meadow was her name she dmed eden and they talked for hours on end till they both fell asleep,
After a few weeks or so eden started to fall for Meadow and they both loved the dream smp and were looking for a "Karl and sapnap" and they both liked Minecraft so eden made a sever to ask Meadow out on, Meadow ended up joining the game and help make it eden didn't tell her it was for her,
They got done making it and Meadow said "do you think this could be a start of a Karl and sapnap?" Eden just said "maybe haha" then they started writing each other books all night back and forth on Minecraft laughing and butterflies,
Eden didn't have the balls to ask her out so Meadow asked eden out, eden got nervous due to her last relationship and said "give me time to get to know you", Meadow agreed, a few weeks passed and eden was ready they started dating it was going very well
Till her mom found out and forced them to break up don't worry they got back together for a few weeks then we're forced to break up again and then got back together then we're forced again to break up then they got back together, but they were finally happy even know the distance was 1,998 miles or they thought
After all those break ups and get back togethers eden started to feel like they weren't good enough and that Meadow didn't love her so she would constantly ask if Meadow still loved her and if they were good and constantly said she wasn't a good girlfriend and constantly talked about her problems or that's was Meadow thought, then Meadows grandma made them break up again, this hurt eden a lot so she started talking about Meadow losing feelings etc more often then he used to,
Meadow got annoyed and tried to fix it but eden made it a big problem and ruined the whole relationship they were together for 6 months so they both got attached and eden doesn't want to lose Meadow because Meadow was so special and important to them and she loved her so much and it was so hard to explain because Meadow was a unexplainable girl she was sweet pretty nice over all amazing,
They both agreed on taking a break and trying again another time
Eden kinda expected that she did something wrong cause before that Meadow started to drift and didn't call anymore didn't talk as much slow reply's never wanted to fall asleep on call anymore, but eden expects everyone to get upset and leave her cause she overthinks a lot, ugh no wonder nobody likes her
When Meadow ended the relationship it left eden worrying that Meadow hated her and doesn't love her anymore and that she lost feelings and and that she wanted to leave completely that she didn't like eden anymore, eden knew all the things she thought wasn't true but it still gets to her, she loves Meadowever and they both promised they would never leave eden couldn't believe what she did she talked about her problems to the point she ruined her own life left herself wishing she could go back in time and fix everything she's ever done she just wanted/wants to restart, he wishing she never sent those texts never even replied to that comment she didn't regret meeting Meadow she just wished Meadow would understand how much she loved her and how much they wished they could fix this all, eden didn't care anymore about Meadow being busy and shit all eden wanted was Meadow to make Meadow happy to meet Meadow irl and for Meadow to be the one because the thought of being with anyone else disguised eden so much, eden cries every fucking night for this to change shes even manifested and done many spells just to fix this all none of it worked and she cried every fucking night knowing that she's the reason that Meadow might just leave them,
You may ask for why does this sound so personal well it is because it is very personal but the story isn't over yet it's still going I just have to wait for the blank spaces to be filled
Ello my names eden I'm gender fluid a lesbian that fell in love with a girl 1,998 miles away and I ruined my relationship quicker then you can say "Supercalifragilisticexpialidocious"
My story isn't over yet just wait, I'm going along with you finding out what will happen next
