End Of The Day | Sebastian Stan

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A month ago, I created an Instagram fan profile for Sebastian Stan. Initially, the plan for me for this profile was just for me to promote my wattpad profile, but in the end I had gained just under a thousand followers on Instagram in a month and I was so excited about that I started dedicating more in time to that profile and even got to know each other chatting to several of his fans. But most of all I feel happy when I met one girl who was from Romania .We were separated by a distance of just over 2 000 miles, but that did not prevent us from hanging out.
- Darling, what are you doing ?- My boyfriend came into my room asking, and I immediately closed the clade.
- Nothing, -  I answered with a broad smile, and turned to give him a kiss, but he turned his head away .
- Of course, you definitely wrote some nonsense again, -  he turned his eyes around, said what made me sigh.
- Honey, that's not nonsense, you know that I've been writing stories since the thirteen years ago, it's less than six years, - Lightly smiling at him, I said, and trying not to show that his words hurt me.
- Darling, even after six years of writing, you haven't achieved anything, you haven't even earned  a money, - He said with a laugh, and opened in the locker where all the stories I write and finished these years stood. There were almost 3 stories from almost every glander. Most of all, I preferred tragic romance, or fanficion.
- Honey, I've already told you that all the time, besides, I've already done a lot stories. My other stories have thousands of views, I've had an improved writing style since the beginning , and I've been followed by wattpads over five hundred people,- I said cheerfully to him, and I walked up to all the notebooks.There were so many of them, I couldn't believe myself that I've written stories so much in those six years, I feel joy in myself, only to be sad that I couldn't share my joy with a man I love.
- Come have a better drink with us, and stop freaking out with that writing, - He shut up  the closet, said, and walked out of the room.He wasn't the nices person, but I loved him.Two years ago, when I started seeing him, he was so nice to me, he listened to me, talked to me and supported me, but now there was none of it anymore.Occasionally, he allowed me to touch him, or listened to something I was saying, but most of the time when I tried to tell him something that made me feel good, he immediately closed my mouth, which immediately made me immediately question things that make me happy again.
Wiping tears off my cheeks, I get into bed and go into an Instagram fan profile.I had messenge from June, a girl I befriended very quickly thanks to Sebastian.She was a year younger than me, in general, she stayed seventeen a month ago, while I waited for my eighteenth birthday still, it's not long before I had to wait anymore.Anyway, the girl was very nice to me, and we don't just chat about Sebastian or Sebastian movies anymore, but also through mundane things like what's happened today, or about any of our dreams.I had told her about my relationship now, and she told ne that he treated me appallingly and he is toxic.

@Seb.Buck.lover.

Hey girl. What are you doing ?😊

@mcu.seb.ILoveU_

Hey.Recently I finished writing a little glimpse of the new Sebastian fanficion.I'm so excited about this new idea myself.😍
What are you doing ?

@Seb.Buck.lover.

It's so great, I can't wait for you to publish that in Wattpad.I'm such a big fan of your stories, especially I love Gossip Girl - Carter fanficion.😁💕
I ended up editing Sebastian's video, it's like the idea of publishing him, but before that I figured out to talk to you.😊

@mcu.seb.ILoveU_

Thank you very much.❤️❤️
You can't even imagine how much it means to me when someone close to me says a nice word about my stories.It means a lot to me .💕
Publish, I want to see your work .🙂
Aww, it's so nice.💗

@Seb.Buck.lover.

Everything is fine ? You answer very strangely .🥺

@mcu.seb.ILoveU_

What do you mean ?????

@Seb.Buck.lover.

Girl, I've recorded during this month what you're in the mood for after you write. ♥️

@ mcu.seb.ILoveU_

Wow, never no one I've ever been told something like that , it makes my eyes run down tears. Thank you for be with me! 😭💕

@ Seb.Buck.lover.

Wow, I'm in your life now and we'll both make our dreams come true together and get ready for Sebastian to know about your existence so he understands that in the world are you,  fan who is fighting with so many of his toxic fans so he only has fewer twists . A girl who is a great writer, who is so very positive, nice and sometimes even able to make you cry out of laughter. ♥ ️

@ mcu.seb.ILoveU_

Oh God, no .. 😭😭
The nicest thing I've ever heard in my life. 😢  Thank you for being with me. ♥ ️
And of course, we will both make our dreams come true, we will both travel together, learn the languages ​​we want to speak and even get to know our celebrities crush. 😁😁 ♥ ️

@ Seb.Buck.lover.

There is already a girl I met, so continue Sara ... ♥ ️ Don't worry about your cretine guy, he's not worth your tears. 💖

@ mcu.seb.ILoveU_

How did you know that I was sad becouse of him? 😳 And he's not a jerk, he's just a little harsh. 😉

@ Seb.Buck.lover.

Girl, he is the only reason why you cry and feel unworthy, you had to make a decision with him a long time ago, he is so sinking and hurting you. It hurts to hear you suffer because of him. 😔

@ mcu.seb.ILoveU_

In time, everything will be fine.
Now I need to go. 🙂
Bye ! ♥️

After locking the phone, I put it on the windowsill and closed my eyes. I didn't like when people said right that he's a cretin. I always tried to impress myself that everything would be fine with time, when it is only one phase in this relationship. Although I myself am well aware of the subconscious when they are big lies. Leaving the phone in the room, I grabbed a jacket and went outside to spend the evening with the boyfriend,  his bestfriend and my sister. We all four started spending time together since I went together with my boyfriend. I have only been with them for the last two years. No more young people had come into my life until now I have June. She really is a great girl friend.
- Where haven't you come in so long? - Jack, my boyfriend asked and handed me a can of beer. He and the others didn't know that I had a Sebastian fan page and that I now have a girl friend from Romania. I know how they would react, well more precisely he. Jack would start saying again that it is a delay that no other person is walking around me, that I will not leave Latvia anyway. His best friend always agrees with him, so it's not worth trying to listen him anyway, and sister , Vanessa, she's on my side, but she also thinks that there is no point in grazing for someone who doesn't know your existence at all. We all had very different views on such topics, so I no longer try to tell them what I do about fanning and writing.
- I quickly corrected the cosmetics, - giving him an artificial smile, I answered, and took a beer from him, sat down next to my sister. - You didn't have to answer that, but anyway, - he said with a laugh and resumed talking to his best friend, Leo.
- Why haven't you Break up with him yet? He treated you like a dog, -  sister leaned over to me and whispered so that the boys would not hear what she was saying. After drinking a sip of beer, I looked at her.
- I love him, -  I said, smiling a faint smile at her.
- And you're sure that he feels the same? She asked, raising one eyebrow.
- Yes, - I replied, looking at the boy. I really hope that he still feels that towards me. I don't know what I would do if I found out that a boy no longer loves me.