𝙗𝙚𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚𝙙 ❀ 𝙧𝙖𝙣𝙗𝙤𝙤

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"i mean, yeah."

"then i am too." they reply. i smile at adonia. their hair was everywhere, but it somehow looked amazing. their eyes were focused on the moon above of us, and their lips were slightly parted. they truly looked like the perfect person. how was i not supposed to lo- like her? it was impossible to not be attracted to her, and no matter how hard i tried i couldn't get away from her. maybe it's the way whenever she laughs she'll put her hand over her mouth and lean back, or maybe its the way whenever they speak to me my stomach does back flips and i can't help but smile at them.

"-ames? james? james potter?" adonia pokes my side repeatedly.

"mm?" i hum.

"it's around 5, we should head back. we have school today." she says. i groan and she giggles at me, standing up and handing out a hand for me. i take it and we head back to her car, and we drive back home.

-- TIMESKIP AGAIN (SORRY NOT SORRY), 3 PM --

"alright class! that's it for today, make sure to do the homework pages 233 - 238!" the teacher says while the rest of the class packed up.

finally, i thought, i need to see adonia after class so we can practice some more.

i speed walked out of the classroom and saw adonia talking to annabeth, then she spotted me and said something to annabeth. adonia waves at me with a smile and i wave back. annabeth looks back at me with slight annoyance, but soon walks back over to her group of "friends."

"hey boo!" adonia says to me.

"hi donna! are you gonna stream later today?" i say in a more hushed voice. adonia looks around us quickly and replies.

"i think so, but probably not a lore stream. though, i wouldn't be opposed to one. i do have a script i think will make the viewers cry." she says. i nod.

"yeah, i think i'm gonna do lore today. if your okay with it, i was wondering if you wanted to be involved?"

"sure! should i stream or is it okay if i don't?"

"you don't have to stream." i reply. adonia nods and starts to hold my hand and lay her head on the side of my shoulder. i chuckle lightly.

"long day?"

"yeah. i can't believe theatre was cancelled today, that was like my only motivation for coming here besides you." adonia groans. i laugh at her and wrap my arm around her waist, making sure to hold her tightly against me, but not tight to the point where i'm literally pushing her against me. but to the point where my arm is secure around her, if that makes sense. she yawned and we headed out of the school, i made sure to support her up more in case she fell. 

"want me to carry you?" i suggest. adonia looks up at me and blinks, blushing a bit before nodding sheepishly. i scooped her up bridal style and i felt her rest her head against my shoulder again. i swallow back an 'awww' and continue to bring her back to my house for more practice.

i hate to admit this, but i really am excited for the play. i'm just nervous about the kiss is all.

what if i mess this up? what if i forget a line and embarrass myself in front of everyone? what if adonia doesn't like me ba- wait, why am i thinking about that?

if my mind is trying to tell me i like adonia, i hope it knows that i am ignoring it. theres no way in hell she likes me back, she just has a flirty personality is all. she doesn't actually mean anything she says to me that's even remotely flirty. i sigh. 

"why are feelings so confusing?" i mutter, looking back down at adonia. we are right at the front door of my house, and adonia looks fast asleep.

i quickly kiss her forehead and pull out my keys to open the door.

-- ADONIA'S POV --

"why are feelings so confusing?" i hear james mutter, and i feel his gaze on me. 

he quickly kisses my forehead, and i hear keys jangling and his hands going through his pockets.

this man i swear to god.. i think, trying not to smile. 

this man needs to make a move otherwise i'm gonna do it myself..

(a/n): surprise?

take a 1.2k word chapter 

yes im posting the exact same day

no im not tired shut up

take the fucking food

drink water, eat sum food, commit sum arson, you know the drill. 

will ranboo make the first move? or will adonia? who knows, i have literally nothing planned. ive been writing and making shit up along the way.

i love you all,

daydream <3