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•~•Eating troubles Part 2•~•

A/N: Hello! I have reread the Eating Troubles quite a few times now and cried each time, this is a lighter version with similar TW´s, it is discussing a relapse and such. And please, please be safe. Bye-bye!

Karl´s P.O.V

          It was a hard week for me..It was hard for me not to look at my body and critizize every single bit of it, it hurt to look in the mirror but I knew Sapnap would be upset if I did skip a meal or two and restrict myself. And letting him down almost hurt more than seeing myself in the mirror.

          I didn´t know I was zoned out and pinching at my ´fat' until Sapnap snapped his fingers in front of my face, ´´Karl, Karl, are you okay?'' I jumped a bit, but nodded. I knew the last thing I wanted to do was lie to Sapnap, but I did it anyways.

          Sap saw straight through my lie, ´´Baby, I know something´s up. Please don´t be afraid to tell me...'' I nod, ´´I know..I know..'' I replied, still not wantng to tell him, and my boyfriends face softens.

          ´´Baby..What´s wrong..?'' He asked in a voice so soft and worried it nearly broke me in to two peices. ´´I-It´s just..'' I trailed off and Sap just waited for me, being so paitent and understanding. ´´It´s just that, I keep getting notifications from the comments that the people left before and...I dunno, I guess it just triggered me again..'' I said, my voice was quite shaky and quiet. ´´Oh, babes..What did we talk about last time?'' He asked me, tilting his head.

          ´´That other peoples thoughts about me don´t matter..But that´s hard Sappy..'' I said, looking around at everything but Sapnap. ´´I know hun, I know, but you gotta realise..People are always gonna have thoughts about you, whether they are positive or not, they´re gonna have thoughts and feelings about you..'' Sap said, his voice gentle and comforting like a blanket a mother would make for their child. (A/N: Where did that simile come from?- I suck at writing similes-)

          I nod slowly, tears forming in my mouth, ´´How about this babes, we can do a movie night and we´ll make popcorn. Hows about that? I´ll explain more later, mkay?'' I nod again, the tears falling from my eyes.

              ~ T I M E S K I P ~ (Same POV btw)

          I sat down on the couch, Sapnap had agreed to watch Harry Potter again, and he was making the popcorn that he said he would. Popcorn was something that felt light as it went down but it has a lot of calories, which made it something I´d usually avoid..I didn´t notice I was zoned again until Sap snapped in front of my face, ´´Babes, popcorn is done.'' He said, a large smile on his face.

          ´´So here´s how this is gonna work,'' Sapnap said, the bag of popcorn in his lap and he was sitting across from me, ´´I´m gonna throw you a kernel and for every single one you catch in your mouth I´ll give you a kiss and for every time you catch let´s say..5 in a row I´ll add 10 minutes to our cuddle time. Sound good?'' He asks, tilting his head. I was very much motivated by the promise of kisses, and more cuddles. What can I say? I love attention! I nod quickly, ´´Mhm!''

          I hadn´t been paying attention to the amount I´d been eating but didn´t care, Sap would get my attention and then throw me one. I had missed about 2 but that didn´t matter to me, all I cared about was the promise of kisses and cuddles. I didn´t realise what had happened until Sap said my name again, ´´Karl! Look at me for a second.'' He calls, and I turn around seeing the empty bag of popcorn, ´´I ate all of that?!'' I asked, surprised. Sapnapf chuckled, ´´Yeah you did, baby! You did so, so good! I´m so proud of you!'' He said, smiling and kissing me on the nose.

          Sapnap and I just cuddled and he continued to praise me for being so good and eating all of it. Usually by now I´d feel ill, but I honestly felt amazing. I think the pride I was feeling inside covered up the pain in my stomach.

          About 45 minutes later I felt my eyes begin to get heavy and fall shut. Each blink got longer and longer until I felt my eyes shut all the way as sleep overtook me.

               Sapnap´s P.O.V

          I was so proud of my Karl, cuddling him and playing with his hair. I didn´t notice the fact that he fell asleep, I went to kiss him but noticed he was asleep. Chuckling softly I say, ´´God Karl, you´re so adorable..'' Kissing his nose before yawning myself, and feeling sleep pull me in.

               3rd Person P.O.V

          The two fell asleep together, cuddling and happy. Karl was happy and proud, Sapnap was proud of his Karl.

A/N: Aww this was adorable! This took me forever to write cause I forgot I was writing it. I think this is good, so yeah! Bye!

Words: 930 words (About)
Edited: Kinda? I half-proofread it but yeah- correct me in the comments on grammar(?) and shít. :D Bye bye!