But i was still attracted to him wtf
How did i still love him
The next days i had no work i was off work
1 week later i had craves all the time i started gaining weight and puking every morning
N-i bought something for you
B-what then?
N-pregnancy test woooooooooowwww
B-im not pregnant
N-you have been moody and puking and you look fat
B-DO NOT CALL ME FAT
N-and how long since you have had your period huh?
B-5 weeks
N-your pregnant dont really swe whats the point in taking this your pregnant
I took the test
I waited
B-take it i dont wanna see it
N-fine see the results
N-uhmm congrats i guess with vinnie junior
B-your joking right?
N-bella you PREGNANT
B-oh fuck.FUCK
I couldnt belive it im pregant with vinnies child and he is a gang leader
1 week later ive started to accept the fact that im pregnant
But i think that not telling vinnie that im pregnant
For the babies sake if its in a family with vinnie he is probobly gonna die because of his enemies and its too dangerous
Some days later i got a call from vinnie
Calling-vinnie
-hey bella
-uhh hey? How have you been
-im great just got divorced
-ohh thats new i guess
-can we meet up please bella?
-i cant im sick to my bones
-can i come over then
-im sorry but nessa has the flu and pukes a lot dont want you to catch it everything you need to say can be done over the phone right?
-right, hey bella
-yes
-i miss hearing your voice i miss you in general
-who wouldnt miss me ;)
-shutup you cocky ass
-you cant say shit
-thats actually right
I heard an familiar voice it was pablo the one during the shooting scene
-gotta go it was nice
He hanged up
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Probobly some gang things
Again another reason why this baby should be a secret.
8 months later
i havent left the house for 6 months because if vinnie or some of his men saw me pregnant vinnie would never forgive me.
But nessa was there for me tough under the whole progress
When i was walking around suddenly my water broke
N-OH GOD
Nessa rushed me to the hospital
After a 4 hour long session of doing birth things i finally held him in my arms he was madly beautifull first i regretted having him but now i am in love with this beautifull creature.
He was adorable
