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Deep talk with ricky

After me and Ricky ordered are food He said "Jade I could, Hear Joey screaming at you while you left the house. are you sure your okay?" "Yeah I'm fine" Is all I wanted to say but, I wanted to be 100% honest with Ricky."no I'm not, Ricky. Joey set off my 3 Mental illnesses and I can handle even having one. Ricky, I have been clean ever since we all moved in together but, since me and Joey got in a fight the only thing that has kept me from picking up a blade again is, well, you." I said and before Ricky could say anything I restarted "Ricky I want you to take my blades. i just- I only think of using them. So here." I said giving him my little bag that I kept them in. "Jade. I cant think that you have used these with out almost crying." he said almost well, crying. "Ricky I am so sorry to put you through this. I just need someone to take them from me and put them somewhere I won't see them again. ever." I said. "okay. so, if you would like it could stay in my room as long as you would like. Okay?" He said. "Thanks but, I think I'm ready to talk to Joey, if he even wants to talk to me" I said looking down as the food got here. "well enjoy!" Said the woman at the table then she left. "okay. if you guys get in a fight again, you could find me, and if not me Connor. he's nice and funny." he said. an with that ate are food and made small talk. And in that conversation he made me do something I realized I haven't done in months. Ricky, he made me laugh.