I was starting to tear up as all my emotions were finally spewing out to someone other than myself
"You're wrong." He says sternly "It's your success. Yes, Dream suggested your channel, but I only collabed with you because I thought that you had really good humor and made good content. We only became friends because we mixed well, because we clicked. The name 'Skylitdreamer' is known across the internet because of your content. Does Dream make your streams or videos?"
"..No"
"So you got popular, because you made the content. You made the jokes, and played the games, and recorded the videos. It wasn't Dream who got your fans, Willow, it was you"
My tears roll down my cheeks and I try my best not to sniff as to show that I was crying to Ranboo. Of course, that didn't work because he definitely heard me.
"Thank you, Jaxon. Legitimately. Thank you doesn't even begin to show my gratitude. You've helped me so much and without you my life would be so much worse. I care about you so fucking much, thank you." My gratitude spills out. I almost accidentally confessed my crush to him
"You do so much more for me, Will. I'm just giving back to what you give to me and it doesn't even amount to how much you've done. I promise you I care about you 10x more"
My heart swells at how sincere and genuine he sounded when he said that. Even if he didn't like me back, at least he cared about me
"It's still gonna hurt. I don't just magically feel better. But maybe I can start having a different view on the situation. Sorry about this, heh" I slightly laugh
"Yeah, I understand that. And don't think that your feelings aren't valid. I understand your standpoint on things and it's natural to feel that way" he reassures "No need to apologize"
"You're like a therapist or some shit" I laugh
He chuckles "I suppose so...Wanna stream together? We can record a video if you want"
"That sounds awesome"
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"SUP CHAT HOW ARE YOU FUCKERS DOING TODAY??" I yell as I start my stream
I look over at chat that's saying "HI" "SHES BACK" and "SHES BACK TO NORMAL"
"Yes chat, I am back to my normal self. I felt like shit for a bit, but I'm gettin better now! Thanks for the support everyone" I chuckle
"I'm also here with Mr. Boo man! We're gonna record a video to make up for my shitty content recently"
My chat spammed "POG" and think along those lines
It felt good to be back
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Although it took me a couple days to fully be myself on stream, it was nice to have my viewers back. Of course I was still a little salty about Clay, but I tried my best to ignore it. Although, I secretly knew that it'd effect me again sometime in the near future.
I was playing some Minecraft bedwars on Hypixel since I was bored. Until I heard a knock on my door
"Come in!" I yell, trying to kill the person on my screen but failing terribly
I look away from the screen after I die to see Dream, Sapnap, and George standing ominously in my room in front of the doorway with their phones in their hands.
"Whaaaaats goin on?" I ask with a confused face
Suddenly, at full volume I here "Ayo, Perish, this sh- hot, boy"
"Wait what why-" I stutter out, knowing what's coming next
"PEOPLE CHANGE LIKE THE TIDES IN THE OCEAN, AT LEAST I THINK OR AM I DEAD WRONG? FOOT ON THE BRAKE AT THE LIGHT I DON'T NOTICE I SIT AND WAIT TILL THE NEXT SONG" Their phones blast
"WHY IS IT FULL VOLUME-" I try to yell over the music
"20 HOURS IN AN OLD VAN. UP THE EAST COAST, THROUGH THE COLD WIND. DROVE 20 HOURS BY THE OCEAN. UP THE EAST, WHAT A ROAD TRIP."
They walk a little closer to me, grins in their faces. While I was petrified on what the hell they were doing. They were like little goblins and I wanted to punt them off a bridge.
"NOW THAT INTERSTATE IS PAVED WITH MEMORIES" Now it wasn't just their phones, but all of us screaming the chorus
"OF A PAST LIFE I LIVED WHEN I WAS 18. AND EVERY WINTER I THINK BACK TO WHAT WE USED TO BE. IN THAT PAST LIFE WE LIVED AT 18"
"I REMINISCE ABOUT A PAST LIFE-" I start singing but realize that the music was no longer playing and the boys were no longer singing
We burst out in laughter
"WHY DID YOU STOP IT" I yell
"Because we have an announcement" George answers
Now I'm intrigued
"We are going in a Roadtrip!" Clay yells
"We're going through 9 states. Alabama, Mississippi, Louisiana, Texas, New Mexico, Arizona, California, Oregon, and Washington. Then in Washington, we'll catch a flight back to Flordia" Sap explains
"YOOOOO THAT SOUNDS EPIC!" I yell and all the boys smile
"Good, because it took a long ass time to plan" Clay says with a sigh
"It's gonna be 9 days, each day a new state. We'll look at some landmarks and stuff and then move to the next state the next day" George explains more
"Pog! Roadtrip, roadtrip, roadtrip" I start chanting, spinning in my chair
"Roadtrip, roadtrip, roadtrip" The boys join me
This is either gonna be really fun or really..interesting...
Words: 1478
Date: June 7th, 2021
(AN: another shorter chapter, but nonetheless i hope you enjoyed ! i know many of you didn't want angst and wanted the roadtrip, so here you go ! i'm actually going on a roadtrip pretty soon. i might take a break during the time where i'm going out of town ! but that's something for another time. take care of yourself, loves ! eat. drink. sleep. i'm very proud of you !! remember you are beautiful, smart, loved, and valid <33 bye my darlings !!)
future alex: i'm not longer on break btw lmao
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Fanfiction!!I WROTE THIS BOOK BACK IN 2020 OR SMTH. it's discontinued, i don't feel comfortable writing about Ranboo in a romantic sense and im sorry this exists lmfao. also fuck dream and wilbur soot!!!! Dream asks his younger sister, Willow, to start stream...
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