Dear Diary,
I just can't open myself to someone muna. Nahihirapan akong makipag usap. Iyak lang ako nang iyak. She died. My mother died. I just can't do anything about it. Gusto ko lang muna magpahinga.
Dear Diary,
I'm tired. I want to drown. I just want to rest. I just got home from a therapist because of these thoughts. She said that this is just normal dahil i lost someone. I should just surround myself with the things I love. So I'm just here with my salad watching cartoons by myself. I cannot even go back to Manila. I'm staying at my Dad's condo in La Grandeza. I want to be alone. I like being lonely for a while.
Dear Diary,
How's everyone kaya? I miss them but I can't go back yet. I'm not ready. I need more months to heal myself. Continuous lang din ang therapy ko for my mental health. I'm getting better naman i think. I just need a lot of time to rest.
