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8 : LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT (FOUR)

In last chapter I wrote arranged marriage by mistake. It is love story only. Actually I thought it to be my another story and wrote arranged marriage 😅😅
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After that day they started meeting more. Sidharth was falling more and more for her. They used to have meal together and used to call eachother daily. For Shehnaaz he became her best friend but for Sidharth she is his love and he want to confess his feelings but was hesitant weather to ask her or not ... Her smile, cute antics were like heaven to him which he is missing from past 2 days because Shehnaaz is out with her family. Shehnaaz asked him not to call her as they are going to village where they can make many issues if they noticed them talking

"Ahann when she will come here.... I am dying to meet her ", thought Sidharth while pacing here and there . He looked towards mirror and his face which was having frown because she restricted him to call her

"Why can't you talk with me? I am missing you yrr",he talked with mirror and then realised his action. He Ruffled his hairs with s grin and moved towards cupboard. He smiled and take one photograph of collage out. This collage is collection of her pics which were in her instagram account and few of them were clicked by himself without her notice. Few are their couple pics as well which he asked her to click with him

Shehnaaz Is photogenic so he know she will never say a no for picture together but he want to gift her on special day. When she will accept his proposal. He don't want her to feel uncomfortable so he never told her about her his feelings till now as he don't know how she feel about him. Does she feel safe with him or not? Does she trust him or not?

"Sidharth have your breakfast", called his mother. He hurriedly placed collage safely between his clothes and closed cupboard. He remembered their first hug when she was scared from spider which was inside storeroom where they went to take few files. That day she was blaming him as he insisted her that they will go together there is no need to send someone. She was angry but manofying her was not difficult as he just need to asked sorry and do her some work . From that they he started hugging her normally too and she never stopped him as well

"Sidharth", called his mother angrily alerting him that if he didn't reached downstairs then she will kill him. He shrugged Shehnaaz thoughts off and ran downstairs. After reaching there he saw his father having breakfast and mother already completed. His father's plate was also nearly completed

"If you want we can send alliance. There is no need to behave like a love sick teenager", said Ashok in loud voice which is enough to scare him

"N.. no dad actually I want to give sometime she is a nice...", He tried saying same like which he is using from past one month when his father showed hand

"Have your breakfast. I am not forcing you neither her. It's her decision as well but Sidharth concentrate on other things as well . Behave as a mature person", said Ashok. Sidharth nodded and started eating breakfast silently. After a minute Ashok completed his breakfast and left from there. As he left Sidharth sighed in relief and looked towards his mother

"Mom... Please ask her from my side if she like me or not please.. I want to Marry her", please Sidharth. Rita smiled and sat near him

"Sidharth I know you want to marry her and you love her but everything does not lie in marriage. Fir girls marriage is like a cage where we will need permission to do every single thing. Even if you make her independent but... She will never feel she is.. after marriage there are many restrictions. People start questioning many things you don't know bacha

Maybe she want to pursue her dreams before marriage. Maybe she think you as a friend only. Sidharth I don't want to kill your hopes but think practically. I mean don't propose her directly but ask her maturely that is she ok if you ask her hand for life time.

Ask her if she want marriage soon or not. Make her feel like you will never stop her. You will always support her decision. And last not the least if she reject you don't start hating her. It take time to trust a guy Sid... Maybe she like someone or something else. So if she reject you then accept reality and wish her happy journey without breaking friendship", taught Rita while making him have breakfast as well because Sidharth mostly skip his meals which she don't like. Sidharth just come to show Ashok that he is present but mentally he is not

Sidharth heard his mother words carefully and understood as well. He know rejection will hurt him till no end but he will never hurt her. He thought and hugged Rita

"Mom I will never hurt her", said Sidharth

"I trust you", replied Rita and kissed his forehead

"Beta marriage is really difficult phase of life so I will suggest you if she says yes for relation but no to marriage then don't force her as once she will accept this marriage from heart she will submit herself to you. You know what I mean right", asked Rita to which Sidharth nodded. He is relaxed after talking with his mother. He know he should give her time. He placed his phone aside he was thinking to call her but his mother words altered him on right time. He know he should respect her decisions and her choice everytime

He changed in his formals and left towards his office with a smile. Whole day he worked with full concentration on his work as per his mother suggestions but he know her thought will never leave his mind. She is a child for him whom he want to pamper for life

In night before entering in his room he went towards his parents room to see them talking with eachother just then one thought came in his mind

"Did she indirectly told that her dreams were crushed? Was she forced in marriage?", He asked from himself when he felt his mother hand on his cheek

"Good night bacha", wished his mother with a smile. Sidharth looked down with tears as he don't know anything about his mother's past rather than that she was well educated but now she is just house wife

"Good night", wished Ashok too

"Good night to both of you", he replied and left from there hiding his emotions. If he stayed there for a minute he would have cried. Why he never noticed that his mother support Shehnaaz decisions more? Why his mother always ask him to take stand for his wife

He reached in his room and closed his eyes recalling Shehnaaz words

Flashback start

"Sidharth life is small but I want to everything... I love adventures like paragliding , Bungie jumping swimming and many moree. Hyee rabba I want to roam freely without any restrictions", said Shehnaaz

"Crazy...here I am scared of heights", he chuckled and noticed her dreamy eyes which were shining because of her happiness

"I want to become best buisness women too", she said and continued

"I want to learn many things visit many places I want freely without Anyone's help. Alone it would be exciting", she said

Flashback end

" That day she indirectly told that she want independence not Anyone's help",said Sidharth to himself and noticed her last message where she informed him everything.

"I will never leave you side Shehnaaz",he said to himself and walked towards balcony as he want to get some peace. He don't know if his mother suffered or not but some girls do. He don't want to become same like other people

After 2 hours he walked towards bed and slept.

In morning

He woke up with sound of alarm but what shocked his was her hii message

"Wow she came back", jumped Sidharth happily on bed and noticed they she messaged him a hour ago

"Not one there are three messages",he said and checked her message

"I reached Sidharth
Sleeping? If yes then even I will sleep. Will call you definitely after walking up
Hii",these were here messages. Sidharth smiled as atleast she messaged him to tell him she reached safely. He can't wait to meet her

"Just few hours more",he said to himself and layed on bed

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-to be continued-❤️

Sorry no sidnaaz moment but in my opinion understanding someone's worth is more important than close moments ❤️