Shiny

Ray of hope

This song really means a lot to me. I wrote it when I was listening to Afterglow by Ed Sheeran and it's inspired by it.

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I find myself alone
In the hole of darkness
I don't want to see the pain
In me
I sit on the chair and cry out
The emotions running in my head
And I finally breakdown

It all feels like I won't let it go
And I know that one day I will form
Into a storm
Though now it's really easy to say
But I know that I won't let it stay
Till then I'll hold on to the ray of hope
And pray

I will hold on to the ray of hope
I will hold on to the ray of hope

I find myself
Comparing to others just
Cause I don't feel enough
I end up
Hating myself and putting
A mask
To fit in this world

It all feels like I won't let it go
And I know that one day I will form
Into a storm
Though now it's really easy to say
But I know that I won't let it stay
Till then I'll hold on to the ray of hope
And pray

I will hold on to the ray of hope
Oh, I will hold on to the ray of hope
I will hold on to the ray of hope