"Have you heard from your boy?" I asked him referring to Dave, he nodded and sighed while rubbing his face.

"He's not doing good Ari, I didn't wanna say anything cause you just had a baby and I'm not trying to stress you out but that nigga is down bad. He changed the locks but he shoulda knew better cause we was gangstas before anything. I picked them shits and he was over here in the dark crying and listening to my song that I wrote about my ex. He was smoking and sobbing Ariana, I never seen him like that since yk.... Told his ass he needs to get up and go see bout his son and fiancé but he wasn't tryna hear that, we ended up fighting and he bit me. So I left and gave him a few days and I go back to see him sniffing that white shit. I'm like yo what's the fuck is wrong with you? And he looked at me with this look that I didn't fuck with, he's slowly killing himself Ari, he aint tryna hear me out but I know he gon hear you out" Chris explained and I was honestly shocked. I hated when he smoked cause he smoked like crazy but to sniff coke is another thing. This wasn't the Dave I knew, I'm upset and disappointed.

"I'll go see him in a few days, I need to focus on my baby right now" I told him and he nodded in understanding.

"Don't give up on him sis, I know it's better said than done but I know he loves the fuck outta you... I don't know what's going on with his ass and I don't agree with the way he's taking everything but y'all are meant for each other real shit" Chris said and I nodded slowly while looking down at Yosohn who started moving around and started crying so I got up with him in my arms and went upstairs to the room Dream had ready for us and nursed him.

Dave's POV

"DAVID MOTHERFUCKING EAST OPEN THIS DOOR NOW" I heard my cousin Teyana yell, I sniffed another line and hissed while she banged on my bedroom door. I looked over at the picture Dream took of her and Yosohn when they was in the hospital, she put an emoji over his face to be petty

 I looked over at the picture Dream took of her and Yosohn when they was in the hospital, she put an emoji over his face to be petty

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I teared up thinking about what's been running through my mind for the past month, Ari wanting a break broke me. Told myself I would never lose her again and here we are over some shit I couldn't control. Samantha definitely died that night and I made sure she felt my pain. I been going through depression for the past month but can't bring myself to tell anyone. I let Ari down, Kairi down and I'm letting my baby boy down. So I'm drowning myself in liquor, weed and coke. I even fought my fucking best friend, shits crazy.

"Dave! Answer the fucking door now!" Teyana yelled and I groaned cleaning up the mess then stood up pulling my sweats up and walking over to the door opening it, she slapped me in my face and I looked at her shocked.

"Your doing drugs now?! Nigga are you dumb! You should be checking on Ariana and y'all kids! But you wanna be in here being a crackhead! I see the white stuff on your nose. You're fucking stupid!" She yelled in my face and I just stared at her. I wiped my nose and ran my tongue over my teeth before clearing my throat.

"Tey I don't wanna hear it" I told her and she nodded before punching me in the chest.

"YO STOP PUTTING YOUR FUCKING HANDS ON ME" I yelled at her and pushed her out my room before slamming my door, I punched a hole in the wall and screamed while sliding down the wall crying.

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