Treat Me With Care

Sunnyside Up Last Rise

And with this she went away, without saying anything else.

-Wow man she was wild. I think she really likes you- I look at Josh who was already look at me and then look Julian.
-She deserves at least a good luck-
-And more, but am I the right one for her?-

I had missed her, since Julian came to my house on New Year and took the bottle out of my hands, I had missed her too much. I hadn't slept, I had spent weeks writing songs and maybe resting a few hours from exhaustion. I went out, more often than I wanted but I did, I had to.

When Rick came to tell me I had to go to the premiere I said no, I wasn't ready to see her yet, not after what I had made her feel. And she kept carrying on the show, she hadn't cut me off. Was she sure of what she was doing?

-I don't know this Kaycee girl. But I like her, she makes you more human and real- Josh said.
-You love her, aren't you?- was Julian's question instead.

Josh had no idea of the deal, Julian did and yet they had told me such similar things. Maybe it was true, maybe I was falling in love with Kaycee Rice, maybe I was already in love with her. But that was just one more reason to wait before seeing her again.

-Yes, maybe I'm in love with her-

Kaycee

I took a seat in the front row with the others. I had to wait another forty minutes of video plus ten of various greetings, then I could go home and hide from the world.

I took the phone out of my bag just so I didn't have to talk to anyone. A message caught my attention. I had Julian's number since Sean's birthday party, the boy said I'd need it.

I opened it quickly and immediately see a picture of Julian smiling, behind him Sean and Josh were sitting on the sofa but looking at the computer screen whit the live of the premier on it. Clearly the other two boys were oblivious to the photo.

"He will not be there with you physically but trust me it is by your side. We are proud of you, just be patient"

I smiled, maybe Sean didn't hate me. Julian was just telling me to wait, I didn't know what but I would.

-Are you smiling at a message from Sean Lew?-
I turned to Nia and stopped smiling. Nina also seemed interested in the likely conversation that was about to begin.

-Kinda-
-I don't know if he's the right guy. I had sex with him once, great but I don't know if he's a good boyfriend-
-You only saw him once, I have had to deal with it much longer-
-Sorry, I did not want to...-
-No it's okay, you just try to be a good friend-

-I'll be the only one who told you but I like you and Sean- Was Nina's comment at my other side.
-Not because of the "opposites attract", you two are very similar. Both with a normal life, then success took away from you something you loved and it destroyed you and now you have found yourselves to fix each other. If he loves you he will save himself for you as you will stand up for him.
Since you've known each other he hasn't constantly been at parties to get drunk to end up in some fights or in bed with other girls. You are stronger and more determined, already tonight you look sexier from the confidence you transmit despite your completely normal dress.
I don't know why he's not here tonight or what's between you two but I'm sure the longer it goes the better for both of you-

Nina's smile and Julian's message had been the turning point of the night. I just had to wait.

Thoughts?

XX Clary