Imagine, the both of you going out to your usual coffee shop. As you both arrived there, he insisted to pay for it and you agreed and went to look for an available seat. There you saw a two person table right beside a window, the usual spot, where the two of you first met. You put your things at the table and looked outside the window, in which the sunrise is striking at you perfectly, you just look at the people walking and the buildings in front of you. While that happens, you remembered all the things that both of you do together, all the good and bad memories.
While in your deep thoughts, you heard someone calling your name, you looked to that person and smiled. It was him who called, walking towards you while holding our favorite coffee and smiling. As he walk towards you, you remembered all the sweet memories that you made together. You remembered that he was the guy that you used to love, the guy you fell in love with, but also the guy who broke your heart. Even though that you still love him, you know that you deserve someone much better. The love that you're feeling right now is not the same love that you felt when you're with him. It's the kind of love that you already accepted about what happened between the two of you.
As he arrives, he placed the coffees at the table, reached his hand to your face, wiping a tear. "Why are you crying?" he asked as he seated in front of me. "Am I? I didn't notice that." You said and fixed yourself. You sighed "I just can't believe that we got to this point." "What do you mean?" He asked in confusion. "I am finally letting you go." You said while tearing up. "But you still love me right? Because I still love you, I want you back to my life." he said like he was about to cry.
"Yes I do, but it's not the kind of love when I was with you." holding my coffee and looking at it. I don't want to see his face right now, It might weaken me. I felt a warm hand in my right cheek, while I was looking at my coffee. "Please, I already told you that I will make it up to you just to get you back. I need you." he begged.
"Then you should have thought of this situation before breaking up with me before. Before liking someone else." You annoyingly said. "I'm sorry." is all he said. "I know." You sighed and it went quiet for a couple of minutes. "I waited, you know" You started talking, breaking off the silence between the two of you. "I waited for you to come back even though you're happy with someone else. Gosh thinking about it, I look so stupid." I said, laughing it off.
"I'm glad that I'm not that stupid anymore. I realized so many things when I was with you. The toxicity, possessiveness, all the red flags that you and I did." You smirked. "You were right, we really aren't meant for each other. We'd rather have a healthy relationship than a toxic one." "I mean not with you though" You added.
"I know, but I want it to be with you. I don't want anyone else." he begged again. You really don't know what to do with this man, he's so stubborn. "Don't you get it? I don't love you like the way I used to." getting kinda mad. "Can we at least just try? I need you." I looked at him about what he said.
"Try? Wow. It looks like the situation have changed." You want to laugh but you're filled with anger right now. "I too begged for a second chance, but you just said that you gave me a lot of chances and broke up with me." You madly said. "You need me? pfft" You just want to laugh about what he said. "You don't need me love. You just missed me." You fiercely said to him.
What?? it's the truth though. We didn't do anything to need each other. We just do all the things that makes us happy. Like a summer love I guess? "No, that's not the truth. I really do need you." he said in disbelief. "Okay, if you do need me, In what way did I do to make feel that you need me?" you questioned him.
You waited for him to answer but it looks like he's thinking it through, you can also see it by the looks of his face. "See? You can't even say one thing. You just missed me." You proudly said. "Now, if you don't have anything to say, I'll leave." You said while gathering your stuff. As you stood up, he finally talked "I love you." You can feel how he missed you by the the tone of his voice. "Do me a favor. Move on like what I am doing right now. Even though we want to try to fight this relationship, It won't work because I already gave up on us. Just accept it." You furiously said that to him and left the coffee shop. As you went outside, you can feel a tear falling. What you did and said to him hurts you, but you don't have a choice. "I love you too." you said.
