Tum Mere Ho

Feelings

There was a conflict going between her heart and mind and it was irritating her
(author's note : wanna see , come )

Raavi's heart : kuch bhi bol raavi , raat ko kya peaceful neend aaiye ha , aisi need toh tujhe kabhi nhi aaiye..

Raavi's mind : wo is liye kyuki wo thaki hui thi, Kitna roi thi bechari , thak gai thi is liye ..

Heart: Thak to wo parso bhi gai thi , aur kal se zyada parso roi thi , phir parso usse itni aachi neend kyu nhi aai? Haa

Mind : wooo...... Wo kya hai k......

Heart : chup rhe , faltu ka dimag deta rhta ha .. Usse need aachi is liye aai kyuki wo shiva se chest pr soiye thi .. Usse sukoon mehsoon hua kal raat ko is liye wo so pai..

Mind : tu chup kr jb dekho faltu ka dil lagati rhti ha , aabhi aabhi tera katal hua na ha , dev ne thoda tha na tujhe, tb bhi tujhe akal nhi aaiye..

Heart: oyeeee , shaadi wale din mujhe chot is baat se nhi lagi ki dev mujhse pyaar nhi krta tha , is baat se lagi thi ki uski kabbi himmat nhi hui raavi ko sach batane ki , aur rha baat dil lagane ka toh aise bhi aab toh iski shaadi shiva se ho chuki ha toh aaj dil lagai ya kal lagan toh ha hi na , toh thoda jaldi hi kaam kr lete ha.. Aur tu zyada mere kaam main aapni tang na ara..

Mind: aabe tu
Heart : oye tu

Raavi: chup karo tum dono ,, aur apna kaam karo.. ( she shouted )

Raavi looked at shiva though the mirror and the words of her heart came back to her..
( kahi sach main toh mujhe is liye sukoon ki neend toh nhi aa thi kyuki shiva ..... Uggghhh kya sovh rhi ha raavi , tu pagal ho jaiyegi aise toh..
Tu aab chup rhe aur uska dhayan rakh , jake dekh uski fever utri ki nhi )

Saying this she moved towards shiva nd tried waking him up..

Raavi: shiva , shiva , shiva uth na mujhe fever check krni ha teri saying this she held his hand , the moment her hand touched his she felt a electronic current pass through her , while she withdraw her hand , shiva too opened his eyes with a jolt feeling the same sensation..

They both looked at each other with with the same expression of what just happened..
Soon raavi broke their eye contact , cleared her throat and asked him

Raavi: kaisi tabiyat ha teri ?

Shiva : theek ha bas...
Befode shiva couldd complete his statenment raavi asked him panicking

Raavi: bas kya , kya hua , sir aabhi bhi dukh rha ha , kamzori feel ho rhi ha , bol na dawa lao kya , nhi ruk main gombi ko bolti hu doctor ko bulane , nhi pehel tu bata toh ki kya ho rha ha ,bol naa aare tu ku...

Shiva ( in low voive as he was still weak): ye mami ki behen ki beti , bolne degi tb bolunga na , khud bole jaa rhi ha , mauka degi tb toh main bolunga naa..
Main khe rha tha ki theek hu bas halka sa weak ness lag rha ha aur kuch nhi and shayad fever tha is liye body pain ho rha ha..
Tu tension mat le

Though raavi felt relief that shiva was feeling better but she didn't wanted him toh know that she cared for him..

Raavi: main tension lungi wo bhi tere liye ..shakal dekhi ha aapni..

Shiva : toh mera khayal kyu rakh rhi thi ? He asked her innocently

Raavi: kyuki nhi rakhti toh baaki sbko bura lgta aur waise bhi main teri tarha matlabi nhi hu jo dusro ko takhleef main dekh ke khush ho..

Shiva : aaye main kisko takhleef main dekh ke khush ho rha hu..

Raavi: mujhe , tu toh khush hi hoga ki meri shaadi nhi hui dev se , yahi chatha tha na tu ki main nhi karu dev se shaadi..

Raavi knew that this might hurt shiva but she was too angry to think anything else , the topic was still sensetive for her and she knew that it was either dhara or shiva who could get that out from her , while dhara would feel more guilty if raavi will talk about all these , it will be only shiva with whom she could actually fight and to be honest she wanted to fight with him ... She didn't realised but she wanted shiva too fight with her so that she could all these out from her system...
And to be honest she was not angry just because of dev it was also because of him...All these days he use to fight with her and never stop irritating her and now he was not even talking with her forget about irritating and fighting..
She suddenly realised that how much shiva hates her that he dosen't even wants to talk to her..

Shiva's p.o.v.

I felt hurt with raavi's statement but i knew i was to be responsible . It was true that i never wanted dev to marry raavi and it was not completely because of mami ,but what else it was i could not identify..

I didn't knew how to make her understand that i never wanted things to turn out this ugly..

We both were looking at each other while her eyes potrayed hurt , mine pitrayed helpness..

We were just looking at each other when......

The end

So how did you like it and do you think they will be able to clear their misunderstanding any time soon..