Secretly Dating My Best friend's Brother

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We've been back together  as close as We before after a week passed. Nasa L.A parin siya  at nasa Batangas parin kami ni Kate until now.

Every of his free time, He chatted me. The more we chat, the more I fall.

I still don't know if he's courting me or what, wala naman siyang nabanggit na nililigawan na niya 'ko, I'm just depending on his act towards me.

I took a selfie and send it to him. To be honest this passed few days that we were talking, I realize how I got too attached already to him obviously and the hardest thing was I can't admit to myself anymore na wala akong gusto sa kaniya. Ang hirap labanan ng damdamin kaya ayon kinampihan ko nalang hehe.

I'm trying to trust him though I'm not still giving him all of it because I know he's a kind of a guy that very attractive to girls plus he's also flirt or whatsoever basta malandi siya. He's not going to be my first boyfriend If ever dahil naranasan ko ng masaktan at umiyak and I have trust issues that can't still cure, Kaya ayoko rin sana ng playboy noon pa. Pasumpa sumpa pa 'ko bwiset mahuhulog din pala ako sa babaerong 'yon.

Kaedel Ayxir: who's with u?

Me: Si kate saka Jonas.

Kaedel Ayxir: typing...

"Tara swimming ulit!" pag-aaya ni Kate saka tinanggal agad ang cover ups at tumalon sa tubig, nagulat pa 'ko ang bilis niya masyado di ako prepared.

Me: swimming lang kami. Sad you're not here wala akong photographer.

Kaedel Ayxir: can you just admit that you missed me instead of saying that?

I rolled my eyes.

Me: kapal talaga ng mukha.

"Hoooy tara!" nagmamadali kong binaba ang cellphone ko ng hatakin ako ni Jonas papunta sa tubig. "Teka langgg!" sigaw ko pero huli na ng nabasa na ang damit ko. I glared at him while He's laughing so hard. "Nabasa tuloyyy!" tawa parin siya ng tawa.

"Tara do'n maraming shell." wala narin akong nagawa kundi sumama dahil basa narin naman ako. We climb to the rocky road up para makita ang sinasabi niya but when I was walking dumulas ang paa ko kaya hindi ako nakakapit agad at nahulog sa tubig.

I stifles under the sea, All I could think is to find help and to survive, masakit ang paa ko at hindi ako makalangoy ng maayos, I'm so out of breath at bago pa 'ko tuluyang mawalan ng malay ay narinig ko ang sigaw ni Kate at Jonas.

Habol hininga ng idilat ko ang mga mata ko, I roamed my eyes around and I saw Jonas beside me. Sa sobrang takot ko ay yumakap ako ng mahigpit sa kaniya habang tumutulo ang luha ko. He caressed my back, "Sorry, 'di ko sinasadya." He apologize pero wala akong maisagot, hindi ako makapagsalita. Akala ko pagdilat ko si San Pedro na sasalubong sa 'kin huhu.

"Mir, let's go na?Pahinga ka muna sa bahay." nag-aalalang sabi ni Kate na nasa tabi ni Jonas.

Jonas wiped my tears and help me to stand up, nanghihina parin ako. Naroon rin pala sila ate Bea, Liezel at Tita Marga, bakas ang pag-aalala sa mga mukha nila.

Kate hugged me before we say goodbye to them. Jonas putted a towel on my shoulder, His eyes still looks guilty and sorry.

Pagkarating namin sa bahay ay inabutan agad ako ni Kate ng tubig, dumiretso ito sa kwarto niya at ng bumalik ay may dalang emergency kit.