Talks of suicide and my own depression random sectences
usally the best stage for me hes one of my many comfort streamers he makes me comfy and he always gets me happy. Its so easy to relate to him, especially sicense he has such bad depression too. This stage usally is when you want to scream and cry and quit, im not going to try to stop you i dont want to try to stop myself. Usally your tired and cant do anything your always annoyed screamed at and ignored you want to let go just like me and fly free without inturuptions. No screaming no pain. Just happyiness true happyness, if only that could truly happen. but you want to know who i stay for? Ranboo. He trys so hard to keep us here. HE trys his best everyday by streaming making us happy making silly jokes and just trying to keep me here and i love it but how much longer cna i keep up with this i dont know he makes me happy and all but sometimes its just too hard and you just cant get through it just like me . He trys his best and i really do respect that but sometimes its just not enough , not enough to keep us ehre or even make up feel better. I JSUT WANNA SCREAM THE MUSIC ISNT WORKING ANYMORE AND ITS JUST MAKING IT WORSE FUCK. I FUCKING HATE THIS FUCKING WORLD THIS STUPID SS FUCKING WORLD ITS SO STUPID IT TAKES EVERYTHING AWAY FROM ME FUCK THIS SHIT IS SO FUCKING STUPID . THE PERSON THAT USED TO COMFORT ME DRIFTED THE UCK AWAY HOLY FUCK THIS WORLD IS SO FUCKING STUPID JESUS CHRIST THIS SHIT IS OVERWHELMING IM SO FUCKING OVER THIS SHIT HOLY FUVK
