It's one of those days again
The kind where I want to drop off the planet
The kind where I want to crawl under the blankets and never come out again
I'm overwhelmed
But also so under-fucking-whelmed, too
I want to be alive (?)
I also really don't (.)
I'm a walking contradiction
A woman and man existing in the same sexless body
I want to kiss and love and fuck
I also really, really don't
I want to connect with you
But you're so big and overwhelming sometimes
I don't know how
And it leaves me alone
Which it's like...okay...
...I want to be alone...
....But this...
....I never wanted to be alone like this.
