OUR POSSESSIVE GIRLFRIEND'S -COMPLETE-

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Lisa pov

(Before she go to park)

"Hon what are we doing here, they left us look" i ask her pointing our friends she smile at me i smile back

"Hon you know i love you right" she ask me

"Of course, why would you ask that kund of quenstion, they left already" i said

"And you know i will do anything to make you happy right?" I just nod i swear she is being wierd why would she ask that kind of question

"I can see you still love her" she suddenly said i look at her she is smiling i know it's a fake smile

"Hon that's why your here, im trying to love you the way you love me, were just okey what is happening to you?" I ask her

"Im letting you go" she said my heart stop

"W-what do you mean by that somi" i ask her holding both of her shoulder were in park the park me and jennie use to be go

"I don't want you to learn to love me, and i don't want yoi to force to love me, i can see you still love her the way you look at each other, the way she smile at you, i can see it, you never look at me in that way lisa" she said my tears drop

"Hon that's why im trying to remove her to me and replace you here, and you gonna leave me, no somi you promise not to leave me" i shout she nod

"Yeah im going to be your friend if ever jennie will hurt again im just here, always with you im gonna kill that girl if she hurt you understand" she said im shaking my head

"Did she tell something to you that's why you letting me go?" I ask she shake her head

"Nothing, i want you be happy ,i want to see the old you, the original you, i don't want to see all your expression you froce to do, don't worry im not leaving it will be awkward for us but someday i will someone will full my heart again, iloveyou lisa please be happy that's the reason why im letting you go" she said and kiss my forehead and leave me

Im looking at her back slowly losing im my sight , the time i lost it i fall my knees fall to the ground

"Ahhhh why now somi im trying im trying why you did this to me" i shout to loud im crying so hard,

I already fight you over her, i pick you somi i pick you over the person i love until now the person i leave for my own things

I pick you cause i tought you will heal the wounds in my heart, i tought you gonna made me fall in love again,

Now you let me go , i think karma really hit me, two of the person i love is now gone , they both leave me

I walk towards the tree and cry there i want to be alone, i want to die i want to be peacefull please

I don't want this kind of feeling please,

(Present)

Im looking at jennie im now laying on her lap she is looking up brushinh my hair using her hand

"Jennie" i call her she look at me and  smile

"Yes babe" i blush she call me in that nickname again

"Didn't you regret waiting for me, and did even think of havibg someone new" i ask her she shake her head

"I was mad all day i didn't talk to them im easy to get angry all the way they do when even im angry is give the photo of you and me hugging each other, and im calming down" i smile even i hurt her im the only one she think the most

"I think we need to go back my housemate would literally kill me" i said she chuckle

"Am i gonna bring you home or you gonna go alone" she ask me i stood up and shake my head

"No thanks i will just go by my self" i answer she nod and stood up too

"Im gonna take call nikki so she can pick me up" i said

"How about im just gonna bring you home, im worried , can i?" She ask

"No i think they are on they way" i said i made her enter the car and wave at her i kiss her on cheek

"See you tomorrow" i said and wave at her, she wave back and leave , hmm i take a cab

I have an condo incase i know something will happen like this, i can't go back in that house cause i know somi was there, i don't want to go home cause irene was there

I just want some alone time again im now at my condo it's already fix have a stock food and all house need is already in here

Mom didn't know about this cause i don't anyone to know i look at the watch and it's almost 11:00 in night i get up and cook some food

When i was done i fix all things i need and i sit , i open my phone to see a lot of messages , some is from nikki some is from ann and some is from somi

I didn't read it , cause they just asking where i was and somi know where she leave me, so they don't need to worry about me

I just continue to eat and open my insta, and she has a new post , our last photo, we look so happy with the couple tshirt i bitterly smile, she know me so well to the point she sacrifice her own feeling just to make me happy

All relationship i got i all hurt them, i feel like im a bad person hurting people who love me so much , it make me feel guilty

I turn off the phone and stood up and put my plate to dishes and wash it

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